jally oneshots

caught

TW!!!!!! This is going to talk about self harm and they'll do self harm and it will be detailed sorta. If you are uncomfortable or triggered please skip this ch. 

Johnny stares at the blade emotionless scared to do it he dosent want to harm anyone if they find out, he just wants the pain to stop

He unbottons his jeans and slides them down past his thighs his shakey hands press down hard

He looks at his thighs red marks littered everywhere some dripping blood some just white

He regrets doing it but it felt so good it killed the pain in his head he hid the blade somewhere where he knows his parents won't find it

He pulls up his pants he winces in pain and picks at his jeans so they're not rubbing against them he looks outside and sees its getting dark he stands up and opens his window

He climbs out and walks to the lot teeth chattering he cant go to dallys because dally is hanging out with Tim and he don't want to bug them

He lays down on an old car seat the old fabric of the car and his jeans rub on the cuts he tries to lay as still as possible so he don't feel any pain

He closes his eyes and falls asleep but gets woken up by someone shaking him
the pain in his thighs makes him swat at the person to make them quit

"Johnny cmon man its to cold for ya to sleep out ere'"

Johnny opens his eyes slightly and sees his boyfriend dally he immediately stands up dally wraps his arm around his shoulder pulling him as close as possible

"Why were you sleeping in the lot baby?"

Johnny rubs the sleep out of his eyes his whole body shakin from being cold dally let's go of him and takes his jacket off and hands it to johnny

"Dally i—"

"Just wear it babycakes ya shakin in your boots!"

Johnny stays quiet and puts the jacket on they continue walking side by side closely

"You didn't answer my question johnny"

"Huh?" He looks up at dally confused

"Why were ya sleeping out in the lot? You know it's to cold to be doin that shit"

"I.. I ain't got no where to stay dal I didn't wanna stay at mine they were arguing..."

"Bullshit johnny! You got mine the Curtis's and twobits fuckin hell man.."

"I didn't wanna bother them Dal.."

"Johnny you're not a bother quit thinking crazy shit like that" dally huffs annoyed

Johnny's arm that's resting by his side he digs his nails into his thigh directly on a cut johnny stays quiet the rest of the way dally on the other hand keeps takin about a fight he had with Tim earlier

Dally knocks on the door and Buck answers with a beer in his hand
Dally walks in holding Johnny's hand so he don't get lost

"Hey! He cant—" Buck tries to say but dally flips him off and they go upstairs to his room he unlocks his bedroom door Johnny walks in and sits on the bed

He takes his beat up shoes and his jean jacket off Dally closes the door locking it he walks to johnny and lightly kisses him

"It's not that late it's only like 10 pm do you want to watch something? Or do something else?"

"Um...watch something also can I borrow some clothes"

"Yeah of course baby"

Dally goes through his closet and gets him a shirt and sweatpants