jally oneshots

youre gonna get fat

TWWW!!! Mentions of calories/calorie counting, eat disorder and Self harm but only at the end please skip if uncomfortable or triggered.

Twobit dally and I are walking to the dingo to get dinner twobit offered to pay so dally wanted to go but brought me twobit didn't mind tho

The waiter brings us to our booth dally pushes my shoulder I scoot to the end of the booth dally sitting beside me twobit sits infront of us looking at the menu

"Think imma get a burger with onion rings" twobit says handing me the menu

I glance at the menu only paying attention to the calorie numbers I bite inside of my cheek a nervous habit

Dally points at my menu recommending something

"You should get a cheese burger johnny heard they're really good here"

303 calories. Gosh that's a lot for a burger

"I don't know dal I might just get a salad.."

"A salad?! Is this the real johnny you never eat salads." Twobit jokes

"Yer not gettin a salad it won't fill you up." Dally says firmly glaring at me

"O-ok I'll just get a burger.."

I just won't drink soda tonight or tomorrow so it'll even out

"How about some fries johnny?" Dally asks

I shake my head no laying the menu on the table

"Yer sure kid?"

"Yeah dal.."

"Imma go to the bathroom don't run off while I'm gone" twobit stands up walking to the bathroom

"Think imma get a burger too with fries we can share some"

"Dal..can you tell the waiter what I want.."

Speaking to strangers make me feel anxious I hate the feeling in my stomach

"Course' kid what do ya wanna drink?"

"Water"

Dally glances at me twobit sits back down laughing his ass off

"Man you should of seen thay guys face!"

The waiter walks to our table interrupting twobit smiling too wide

"What would you boys like?"

"Uh yeah I'll get a cheese burger with some onion rings" twobit says

"Of course what drink?"

" a beer"

"Uh huh and you?" She says pointing at me with her pen

My heart drops to my stomach

"He'd like a cheese burger with no mayo just ketchup and mustard and a water"

I smile to myself that he remembers that I dont like mayo

"And I'd like a cheese burger with a medium fry and a coke"

"Alright is that all for ya?"

"Mhm" dally hums rolling a pice of napkin into a ball

The waiter hurries off twobit eyes me suspiciously

"What two?" I question popping my fingers under the table

"You going on a diet or somethin?" Twobit questions

My eyes widen that familiar feeling in my stomach appears again

"What n-no I'm just not that hungry two.." I force myself to smile slightly

"Mmm ok" twobit chuckles flicking the paper ball at dally

The waiter comes back with our drinks and straws

"Yalls food will be done in a couple minutes"

The waiter walks away to another table
Twobit talks to dally about some girl he's gettin with I sit there quietly picking at my nails soon the food comes the waiter hands us our food leaving

Dally lays a napkin beside my burger and lays a couple fries on it squirting some ketchup beside them

"Dal-"

"Eat them."

Twobit throws a fry at dally, dally throwing one back

I take a bite of my burger not paying them any attention since twobits talking to dally directly I don't wanna intrude

"Jesus Johnny slow down man eating so fast is gonna make you fat" twobit jokes

My eyes widen I lay my burger down wiping my mouth with a napkin a weird feeling in my heart and I don't like it one bit.

I didn't know I was eatin so fast my eyes water God don't fuckin cry johnny twobits only looking out for me he's right I will get fat I shouldn't of even ate the burger I ate earlier in the morning

Dally kicks twobit under the table I pop my fingers nervous God I shouldn't of even came here

"Don't listen to him Johnny he's to fuckin stupid to know what he's yakin about" dally glares at twobit

"Hey-" two says but shuts up

"It's fine twobit I don't care.." I mumble

Dally rests his hand on my knee rubbing his thumb in circles

Twobit continues talking dally only talking back a little

I look at my plate the burger halfway eaten and the fries on the napkin not even touched I glance at their plates they're almost done I want to hurry and leave

I bite at my nail dally pulls my hand away

"That's gross man quit doin that"

"Sorry dal..."

Both of them finish eating we get out of the booths twobits money in the check book

"You not gonna finish your burger johnny?" Twobit asks me

"N-no I wasn't that hungry"

"Mm ok well see yall later" Twobit says goodbye leaving the dingo

Dally immediately looks at me

"Why didn't you finish eating man?" He asks

I don't wanna answers its to stupid and embarrassing

"Just wasn't hungry dal"

"Bullshit you were eating just fine until twobit said something."

I walk outside the cold air hitting my face wish I brought my coat dally grabs my arm I yank away walking towards the lot dally follows behind lighting a cigarette

"Where you stayin?" He asks probably already knowing the answer

"Lot." I mumble

"It's too cold to sleep there johnny stay the Curtis's or with me."

"It's fine dal I ain't gonna freeze been through worse.."

"God johnny why are you so stubborn-" He says frustrated but getting interrupted by someone behind us

"Hey man I thought you were in the cooler" tim says lighting a cigarette

"Haven't been in a couple weeks tim"

I stand there awkwardly biting at my nail

"Say you wanna go to Bucks and drink?" Tim offers

"Uh.." Dally glances at me

"Go I'll head to the Curtis's"

"You sure kid?"

"Yeah dal.."

Dally and tim walk the opposite way I lower my head walking to the lot

God I shouldn't of fuckin ate that burger I wipe my eyes the tears finally escaping

I lay down on the worn down car seat not making a fire just to punish myself

I scratch at my arm leaving red marks God I hate myself