19- just go!

4.2K 66 5
                                    

the next evening we were sitting around the table in the living room, having fun, laughing, drinking and smoking.

fiona's new freund jasmine was there as well. but lip wasn't there.

suddenly the door opened and lip stormed in. he didn't even look at us, before he ran upstairs. fiona nodded to me and ian, which meant we should follow him and see what's going on. so we did.

ian and i got upstairs and went into our room. lip was laying on his bed. he looked sad.

"you alright?" ian asked. no answer. "how's karen?" ian tried.

"she fucking dumped me."

thank fuck oh my god. of course i didn't say that.

"were you even a couple?" ian asked.

"still feels shitty."

"lip, see she was a slut." i said, trying to make it sound nice. as nice as it can sound, calling someone a slut.

"she was kind of a slut" ian agreed, lightning up a joint and taking a drag.

"yeah well, so was i."

ian handed me the joint. "maybe that's why you two don't get along." i said, making him smile a bit.

"i think i might've been falling in love with her."

oh shit.

—————

later that night v and i were sitting in the kitchen, drinking some beer and just talking.

until fiona rushed in. "you okay fi?" i asked.

"fucking steve. he's in trouble, he has to leave!" she said. "he wants me to go with him. to fucking costs rica!"

"no shit?" i asked, raising my eyebrows. i excepted much, but not that.

"wow." v just said.

"he has tickets booked and the flight is tonight. he wants me to meet him at the airport." fiona went on.

v and i looked at each other. "don't worry, i won't go." fiona said quickly.

"the fuck fiona? why not?!" i asked.

"costa rica? drinking blended margaritas under an umbrella on a white sand beach. give me the ticket shit i'll go!" v snapped. i laughed.

"i'll just be another person deserting these kids." fiona said, putting a hand on my head.

"are you serious fi?!" i asked. "just go!"

"what are you afraid of? that the kids won't miss you? that by the day three carl will be saying "fiona who?" when you call?" v asked.

"or if you'll do anything remotely selfish, the world will cut in half we will all die?" i added.

"no! it's just... i think i might be in love with him."

"really?"

"yeah. i know, scary, isn't it?"

i was looking at fiona, seeing that she was crying now. v and i went immediately up to her, pulling her into a hug.

i know i would miss her so fucking much, but she definitely deserved a break from this shit.

*editors note: sorry this is so short, but next chapter will be on season 2 :)!*

violet gallagher // shamelessWhere stories live. Discover now