violet gallagher // shameless

61- aurora

"How are y'all holding up?" Mandy asked me as we left the school building.

"Uhm, fine. I guess. Lip is still so pissed at fiona, Debbie got back together with her fucking 20-year old boyfriend and Liam's really getting better." I told her while pulling out a pack of smokes.

"And how are you doing violet?" she kept asking.

"Well uh, better I guess. Got this new job, making a lot of money." I explained as I lightened up a cigarette.

"What job?"

I took a drag, inhaling the nicotine thinking if I should tell her the truth. „At the fairytale bar." I muttered.

"What? violet!" she snapped.

"Calm down. The coke is good, the moneys even better. All I have to do is please some guys. Not that hard. Want one?" I offered her a cigarette and she took it.

"Wait, you're back on coke?" she asked raising her eyebrows.

"No. it's just, I" I tired to explain but i just couldn't. „Just forger it. I'm fine, don't worry."

———-

I sniffed a line of coke. Moments later I started feeling dizzy. I looked in the mirror eyeing up my own body.  I actually am proud of what I saw. My body looked like one of these hourglasses with a flat stomach and big boobs. I was dressed in silver underwear, a furry black scarf around my neck. I turned around seeing my ass. I don't know if it was my blurry vision or if I really had a pretty big ass. In that moment someone came into the dressing room.

"Aurora! Someone's been requesting you. Get your ass out here!" the manager said and left again.
I nodded to myself in the mirror, applied some lipgloss and staggered out of the dressing room, looking around for the guy who's been requesting me. The music was so loud and the neon lights almost made me fucking blind.
A few seconds later I saw a fat man with a beard sitting on one of the couches, looking at me with a dirty smile. I guess that's him. I walked over to him, seeing that he was about 50.

"Hello sweetheart." He said, grabbing my waist, placing me on his lap.
I started to strip on his lap as I felt something hard underneath me.

"Personal shit costs extra." I slurred into his ear as his dirty smile rose again.

"This gonna make it?" He held up a plastic bag with 2 white pills in it.

"Fuck yes." I said before he took out one of the pills. I opened my mouth, sticking out my tounge, so he could place the pill on it.
I swallowed it immediately after he gave it to me.

I took a deep breath and started to strip on him even more intense. His hand wandered down to my ass, grabbing it so hard it even hurt under the influence of coke and pills. But I just let out a small moan, which seemed to turn him on even more.
His other hand landed on my boob, also grabbing it.

"I love your body." He whispered in my ear. "Wanna go upstairs?"
Upstairs were the private rooms for sex.
But before I could say anything, someone pulled me up.

"The fuck?" The man looked angry, not wanted to let go of my boobs.

"Time's up, love birds." I heard a familiar voice. I turned around, looking at who just pulled me up.

It was Mickey. I started at him, not being able to take my eyes off.

"Let go of her, it's my fucking turn." He demanded the man, who didn't seem interested in letting go of me, so Mickey grabbed his arm and pulled him up.

"Fuck off now." He told him again.

The man looked at me. "I'll look for you later, aurora."

"Aurora? Your fucking stage name?" He looked at me in a mix of anger and shock.

"25 bucks gets you a dance." I just said not really being able to control what was coming out my mouth. Or in my mouth.

"Excuse me?" He snapped.

"Don't wanna dance, gotta move on." I said, turning around to walk away.

"Okay, alright." I turned back to see Mickey fiddling around with his purse, pulling out 25 dollars.

"25 bucks for your ass huh? Never had to pay for that shit before." He said, holing out the money.
I looked down at my panties, then looking up at him again. He rolled his eyes, pulled on my pants to place the money in there. I grabbed his collar, pushing him down on the couch, staring to dance on him.

"So how your day going so far?" I slurred into his ear, being not even 2 inches away from his face.

"How my fucking day going?" He repeated my question angrily.

"Having fun?"

"No, I'm not having fun. I spent the whole day looking for your coked-out ass. Mandy's worried about you." He snapped. "And if I don't bring you home safe, she's gonna tell your brothers what you're doing here."

Fucking Mandy. I decided to tell her everything about the shits I've been going through and now she tells Mickey and maybe even my brothers?!

But I just kept stripping on his lap. "Hello? What the fuck? Violet, I can't talk to you like this. Can we fucking go outside?" He asked me. "These fudge packers got you so much snow up your break, you're tweaking like a bitch."

I looked him directly in the eyes. He wasn't wrong though. These drugs made me crazy high.

"25 bucks only buys you one dance." I said.

"Okay, then let's go back to my place where you can sober up a little bit. Catch up or some shit. Tell me what's been going on all this time."

I got up. "That was fun." I just said. "Find me if you want another one."

"Are you fucking kidding me?" Mickey snapped, grabbing my arm before I could walk away.  "Look, if you don't wanna hang out with me, that's fine. But you need to get your shit together. Mandy told me about Liam and I know your family needs you right now. So get home and stop letting these pedos touch or even fuck you!"

"Is everything okay here, aurora?" A security guard asked me.

"Yeah, everything is fine, just get this guy outta here." I said, looking at Mickey one last time, before turning around, heading back into the crowd to find my next costumer.

——-

Later that night I stumbled out of the back door of the club, lead by a grey haired old man. I had no idea what I was doing. I couldn't feel anything.

"I'm cold. Aren't you cold?" He asked me, rubbing his hands between my boobs.

"No." I just said. I still only was dressed in my glittery underwear but as I said I couldn't feel anything.

"You gotta keep me warm." He said, putting his hand into my panties.

"Got any party flavors at your place?" I slurred, holding onto him tighter as it got even harder to stand up straight.

"Anything you want babygirl." He rubbed his thumb on my ass. "Cab will be here in 3 minutes. What are we gonna do till then?" He gave me a dirty smile before starting to kiss my neck.

But one second later he got pulled away.

"Why don't you molest someone your own age, you geritol fuck?" Mickey snapped before giving him a hard punch into his stomach. The man grunted in pain.

"You're an animal." He groaned.

"I'm not the one groping under-aged girls, am I?" Mickey grabbed the man's collar.

"We're just having fun-"

"Shut the fuck up." Mickey interrupted him. "Now give Aurora some money before she calls the fucking cops on you."

"Okay, okay, here, take this." the man cried, pulling out his purse, handing Mickey a few dollar bills.

"Good, thank you." Mickey said ironically and pushed the man away. "Not get the fuck out of here." He kicked his ass. "Get outta here!"

That was when I felt how I fell on the ground into the snow. I started to pass out as I still heard Mickey yelling something.

Then everything was black.