All Grown Up

C h a p t e r S i x t y S i x

*few days later*

Kendalls POV

Its been a couple days since Chris and I made up and things have been kinda awkward ever since.

I mean.. we talk when we need to but.. its not the same..

Julia somehow managed to get her job to let her stay until Thanksgiving so she'll be here till Friday.. and Anthony and I have barely spoken either..

These passed few days have honestly just felt like torture.. with no one to talk to..

I take out my phone again to check if Anthony has texted me at all and again see no notifications from him..

I breathe out as i put my phone down on the dining room table and move my spoon around mindlessly in my soggy frosted flakes

Anthonys POV

I stare at my office computer screen as my mind wanders to kendall.. i wonder what shes doing right now.. what she looks like.. what shes wearing-STOP

I snap myself out of my intrusive thoughts before sitting up in my office chair and looking down to my pants to see they look normal..

I have to be careful thinking about her like that.. i have a presentation in 15 minutes-dont want an uninvited guest appearance.

I have to stop thinking about her.. what i did with her was wrong.. what i want to do to her..IS WRONG

I close my eyes as i try to imagine a life where i never.. messed with that temptation..

I probably wouldn't have went over Chris' house nearly as much, whenever Kendall walked by i wouldn't look at her ass, i would just mindlessly say hi and move on about my day, she would be an extension of chris to me.. a.. little sister?

Crazy to think about now..that i've.. seen her naked.. many, many times..but also that all this could've been so easily avoided..

if i would've kept it together in the garage.. NOT kissed her in the party..not interact with her AT ALL at that party.. then back at the house while chris was sleeping on the couch-oh fuck, im such a creep

Its not too late to change.. while its still a secret..

I know..I just feel like im in it too deep at this point to go back now.. how could i let go of my sexy little schoolgirl..

"Hey Anthony.." Francesa says standing in the doorway of my cubicle as i glance over her body quickly before looking to her face. Solid 7.

"Hey, whats up?" I ask as she twirls a blonde strand of hair between her fingers as she asks me for help with the copy machine.. i swear its like she breaks it on purpose just to ask me to fix it

When we get to the copy room she makes small talk with me about my thanksgiving plans and i give her dry answers as usual before remembering that im trying to get over Kendall and..Francesca..although not as hot..definitely at-least an option to.. take my mind off things

After i plug the copier back into the socket, i come over to Francesca and ask if she in turn had any thanksgiving plans as she bites her lip, shaking her head 'no'

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*Wednesday*

I've been dry texting Kendall all week, not really sure how to end things with her in a way that wont piss her off and make her hate me completely..

*ring ring*

Fuck, this is probably her again.. i stare at the phone ringing before i decide to actually answer it