All Grown Up

C h a p t e r F o u r t y N i n e

Kendalls POV

As i sit in 9th period i could not stop thinking about how much sex i wanted to have with that man.. UGH he is just so fucking fine..

"Ken" i hear danielle call as the teacher steps out the room for a bit

"Hey girl" i look to her

"Where the fuck were you today?"

"Oh..i uh..i went for lunch with Chris"

"Your brother?" She asks

"Yeah"

"Oh well we missed you today, Karen had made cupcakes from scratch in her bakery class and was looking to give you one" she tells me as i nod

"Oh that sucks..were they any good?" I ask her as she looks at me pointedly

"No.." she said as we both start laughing "thats why i wanted you there.. you would be the only one who'd notice how bad they were and look at me and know whats going on" she says as i laugh, pouting

"Awe, now i wish i were there too" i say.

I actually like Giselle a lot. We've gotten much closer than me and any of the other girls have-even though i love them all..they're like sisters i never thought id have. Giselle and I are just the most alike. Crazy to think these girls literally ignored me the whole first half of the volleyball season and now i love them..

"Oh yeah! I have to tell you what me and Micah did last night, it was so crazy, remind me after class" she says as the teacher walks back in

"Okay" i say, facing forward in my seat as the teacher starts the lecture.

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Once class ends all us girls meet up at Karens locker so we can do our daily after school catch up and walk to Karens car

"Hey Kendall" i hear Ray call out, interrupting our chatter as we all stop to turn in the direction of his voice "hello ladies, would you guys mind if i borrowed her for a sec" he says as i nod to them as they all look to me before muttering that they'll be at the car and walking away

"Hey" i smile a bit nervously, walking up to him, clutching my textbooks to my chest as we stand near the gym, whilst everyone rushes out of the building to go home

"Can we talk?"

"Yeah, whats up?"

Rays POV

As i stare at her beautiful face, i try to bring myself to confront her and ask the question thats been on my mind all day, and finding it hard to do so

She looks up at me with her big beautiful brown eyes and glossy pink lips as i try my best to clench my jaw and go through with it..i have to know.

"Where did you go earlier?" i find myself finally asking her as i see her once stoic face, taken aback

She laughs a bit, looking away from me as she bites her lips slightly, looking back up to me

"I..i told you..already-chris picked me up" she says not maintaining eye contact with me "why..are you still on this?" She laughs a bit as i start to maybe feel a little ridiculous myself for asking..

"Its just you..missed 7th and majority of 8th period" i tell her.

We only have 9 periods..i find it hard to believe Chris would take her out that long..

"Okay?" She says, "i didn't know i had to run that kinda thing by you.." she says defensively

"Run it by me?" I chuckle, sarcastically "kendall i just want to understand-"

"What?" She asks "want to understand what?" She furrows her brows to me "I was with my brother. If he isn't worried about it, why are you?" She says to me as i immediately start to feel like an asshole..

Shes right..why am i being so weird about this? Its her brother..

I look down, thinking it over before she breathes out

"The girls are waiting for me so i should go-"

"Wait..okay, im sorry" i admit to her, grabbing her hand "i..i dont know why i was acting so crazy about this i just..." i look to her as her eyes soften up at me, looking at me "im sorry"

"Its fine" she shakes her head before clearing her throat "i should..get going though" she starts, walking away

"Kendall.." i call as she looks back to me expectedly "can i..drive you home?"

"Karens already..waiting for me-"

"I know but..i miss you and..feel like we didn't see each other all day.." i say to her as she looks back to the door, thinking

"I...guess i could..text her" she says as i smile, causing her to as well

I dont know why i was getting a weird vibe from her earlier but i want to just move past all that..i want to just make us official so i can stop feeling all this anxiety and uncertainty with us.

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Kendalls POV

i feel like shit..like serious shit.. oh my god..im such an asshole-i just blatantly lied to him..to his face-ugh.. but i mean..i had to.. what else could i have done? I cant tell him 'oh my big brothers friend just picked me up, brought me to his house, and fucked me for a little before bringing me back'

Fuck..it sounds even worse when i think of it like that..

*ding*

My phone gets a text as im walking to the Rays truck with him.

I check to see that its Chris texting me

Chris😼

-y tf am i getting notifications that are saying u missed 7th and 8th period?

I swallow as i read the text and Ray opens the door for me as i try to hide the worry on my face, smiling to him as i get in the car.

"Thank you" i say quickly as he closes the door and i immediately look back to my phone thinking of an excuse

Fuck..i totally forgot he has the stupid fucking app that alerts him about everything.. when im late, when i skip class, when i leave early..

What do i say, what do i say

"So..do you want to get something to eat? Im starved" Ray says as i look up to him, thinking about...too much, at the moment

"Um.." i start

i really just want to go home, Chris isn't gonna let this go..but..i also hadn't eaten anything all day-i..skipped lunch..remember..

Before i could say no my stomach growled embarrassingly and he looks to it before laughing and starting up the truck

"Oh my god.." i start as we both laugh

"Ill take that as a yes" he chuckles before, backing out of his spot "you like fried chicken?" He asks as my mouth actually watered at the thought

"Love it" i admit, feeling my cheeks burning at how embarrassing this is

"Good, cause my dads frying some up right now" he says as my smile drops as we leave the parking lot

"Your dad?" I ask, wide eyed