Trapped

Chapter 5

The story will start out very wired in this part but just go along with it please? c;

After a few weeks of moving in the house one of my cousins died. Her name was Alyssa Mortez. She had the most amazing voice and amazing eyes. Anyone could tell she was a star. Her 568996444683534799944 friends loved her to death!

I was just her cousin we didn't really get to see each other very much but when we did we hung out to much my family said we need a few months to are selfs.

She didn't died of suicide, or anything. She died from a sickness. The doctors don't understand what it is at this moment. My mom doesn't really know what tell her parents that her daughter died. So my mom asked me too and do I did even though I'm still mad at her for calling me an idiot a few days ago.

She had beautiful hair that you could touch and feel something coming on? She wasn't controlling love it anything just getting the boys. That's it.

Plus she only loves one boy and that's her boyfriend Kevin. He has that hair like most teenagers do these days, at floppy and stuff you know?

Anyways, People usually ask what I do when I'm always on my phone which usually clearly this is my diary where I write important stuff to myself? It's pretty simple.

But like my mom has been pushing me around lately and I don't like it. She'll bring up stupid subjects we weren't even talking about. It's annoying!

My mom called me an idiot a few days ago just because I said something about the newspaper article. stupid right? I hate my mom sometimes. Sometimes I wish she was totally D.E.A.D. I'd be really happy with that! What's the point of having a mother when the mother doesn't care about your family or anything. There's really no point at all?

Before I went to bed last night I heard a few people talking in the living room about my school grades? My school grades are actually c+s and b+s so I don't have to change anything. Right? It probably was my moms idea? Everything that goes wrong it seems like my mom is the problem.

I don't understand though , It's always confusing me. It's like I wish I was dead? I've always asked my mom if I'm adopted and she's always said no. I think it's lie. Like I said she's annoying.

I haven't seen my boyfriend in months too. My mom doesn't really let me see my boyfriend unless someone's with us. Cause like you know she thinks we'll do something. Which isn't true! I'm not known for that. Specially because I was raised by my mom but she's a mommy whore.