Trapped

Chapter 39

Niall POV -

I haven't decided to tell Jordan that i have a girlfriend just yet, i mean should i even try too? would it hurt her feelings? The problem is I'm afraid I'll hurt her feelings, and i don't want that too right now.

"Hey um Jordan wanna talk for a second?"

"Um yeah sure, what's up?"

"Well, i forgot to tell you a few weeks ago that i seen a girl and um I asked her out, and now were kind of dating,"

"Wait it took you two weeks to tell me this? Why now, out of all this weeks i thought that you were different, guess i was wrong, very wrong about you Horan,"

See this is why I did not want to tell her this because of these reasons, I mean yeah we never really talked before, but we do now and it hurts, a lot.

"No wait Jordan, Can you let me explain please?"

"Well what's there to explain about? Where you waited two weeks the time of this? There's nothing to explain,"

"I regret every minute of it, I promise you ill make it up to you,"

"Now you and Ashton say the same thing? To be honest I don't want you to explain, I want you to stay out of my life forever,"

"STAY OUT OF MY LIFE FOREVER" You think those words hurt as much as the other words? Well you're right, they hurt a lot worse from before.

Sometimes I wish that this never even happened, Like us not even meeting each other, What would my life be by then? Probably much happier, Not upset or disappointed in myself. I mean why should I be upset or disappointed in myself, but then again it's my choice, it wasn't a mistake at all.

Ashton POV -

I wonder what's up with Jordan she hasn't been talking to me for three days, To be honest it's actually a bit upsetting. I don't think anything happened between us for this to happen, so what's her problem now?

"Hey why wasn't you been talking to me lately Jordan?"

She just gets up, and sits by Luke, I was devastated.

" SERIOUSLY WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH YOU NOW? ALL YOU LIKE TO DO IS IGNORE ME DAY AND NIGHT!"

"YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT'S THE MATTER? KISSING THAT GIRL IS THE MATTER DON'T YOU KNOW THE MEANING OF A RELATIONSHIP? I GUESS NOT!"

I was honestly shocked, shocked because she seen that kiss, and i was clueless for the three days she didn't talk to me, I wonder if she keeping anything else from me?

"Hey, you know I'm sorry about that, right?"

"Actually I don't, and more importantly i don't even care anymore,"

"Look I know you're mad, but look on the bright side, you're finally gonna find someone better then me, right?"

"Is that all you care about at this moment? Is me trying to move on, So that you could find someone else and ruin their moments too? Not only did Niall find someone new, But you betrayed me, not once, but many more times then this, You think that I don't care but to be honest I do, You think that I can get over whatever mistake you made, but I can't. I can't get over the fact that you did all these things and expect me to forgive you again, Don't you understand I like you but I guess that I was wrong, But once I get over you I'll make sure that we never speak again,"

Jordan POV -

I couldn't believe him the things he said to me, I hated him, with all my dignity, He thinks that I can get over him, with one touch, but I can't, I won't.

"Hey um Calum can we talk?"

"Um sure, what's the matter? It's Ashton isn't it?"

"Well him and some girl, Remember that day that I went to go check on him? He was found kissing some skank,"

"You're kidding me right?"

"No," I said sadly wanting to cry, but held the tears in.

"I have no words right now,"

I walked away, and he didn't stopped me, I didn't want him to anyways to be honest.

"But then Harry walked in and kiss-"

"Wait, he kissed you, wait, when? how? where?"

"Hold up their Macho Man!" I joked and giggled.

"Did you feel anything between each other?"

"No.. But I.."

"You what?"

"I didn't like it, I loved it.."