Trapped

Chapter 21

"Ashton! You think this is easy for me? I've always been the ugly kid in school, i never got a boyfriend, you think that's easy for me to stop? When you two liked me, i never thought that anyone would want to, because i got told so many times in school throughout high school i was ugly and that no one never wanted to date me, or even see my ugly face in the school anymore. Now tell me what you want me to think? That you guys are lying to me? It feels like you hate me all the time, and want nothing to do with me at all, tell me how can i respond to that."

"What? I never knew that, why didn't you tell me this?"

"Because you'd think i would be lying like everyone thought i was, and i don't want us to stop being friends, i want us to be together, never stop liking each other, because i like you."

"Oh im so sorry Jordan, but your beautiful, why would anyone never think that your not?"

"Because i had braces in high school, and i got them off senior year, and i become poplar after the braces came off."

"Oh really? You shouldn't of thought that, because your perfect!"

"That's not what my wrist says..."

Ashton POV -

Jordan showed me her wrist, i was shocked when she did. I would of never even thought that she would do that to herself, the cuts weren't fresh, they were scars, they looked like from a year ago, when she started being a freshman.

"Jordan why." i cried.

"Because you try being me for a month, and see how many you last!"

"No, can i tell you something?"

"What?"

"I love you so much and i not lying one bit!"

"I-love you too, Ashton."

So i asked to cuddle up with him tonight just so i call get things off of my mind for the night.

Ashton POV -

Did something happen last night? It was all just a big blur to me, or maybe I just didn't believe it. I have to admit though I didn't think Jordan would do the things she's done to herself. But I shut up from the bed without knowing that Michael and Luke came into the room.

"Hey are you guys ready to rock tonight?"

"Wait, wha-t?"

"Let's go!

"Fine, I'll have to wake up Jordan though, so um leave?"

"Oh-ok. meanie. Luke teased.

"Jordan are you up?"

"No I just heard Michael and Luke come into the room?"

"Yeah, and?"

"Wait, what happened last night Ashton?"

"Well you fell asleep on me, and so did i."

"Oh well I'll get dressed then."