ℙ𝕚𝕟𝕜 𝕩 ℙ𝕦𝕣𝕡𝕝𝕖 [𝓪 𝓷𝓪𝓽𝓼𝓾𝓻𝓲 𝓯𝓪𝓷𝓯𝓲𝓬]

The kiss

Yuri POV

Stupid IDIOT you stupid fucking- what have you done you stupid little peice of-

The knife sliced at my arms for the second time today. What had I done. The mere thought of it bought tears of embarrasment to my eyes. I had been stupidly drunk. And... I had made Natsuki uncomfortable which was the last thing I had wanted.

I had thought about it for a long time. I hadn't ever liked anyone before. The only person I liked was Natsuki. I was sure I did like her. So that meant one thing.

Natsuki was my soulmate.

And I had fucked up everything like I always did.

My eyes streaming hot tears I raised the knife. I needed to be punished badly. I had fucked it up so bad this time. My knife faltered, then-

"Yuri? Jeez you're house is so big where are you?!"

Was that Natsuki? Hastily, I pulled down the sleeve of my sweater, shoved my knife in my bedside table and cried,

"Don't come in!"

Of course Natsuki heard my voice and came in.

"Yuri?" She said. I had pulled up the duvet over my eyes, but I could sense her coming closer. Her quiet footsteps came closer and closer, and suddenly she through off the duvet.

"I'm sorry Natsuki!" I cried, tears flowing from my eyes, "Oh god... p-please don't see me like this." I felt pathetic and cowered away from her.

"Yu-Yuri." She stuttered, "Pull yourself together baka." She sounded fond, and I relaxed.

"Natsuki, I'm so sorry if I made feel uncomfortable. I won't do it ever again. I've just had to much to drink." I hiccuped sadly, "I don't know what I was thinking honestly-"

"Yuri!" Natsuki's sharp but comforting voice interrupted my rambling. She blushed and sat next to me, her legs dangling over the side of the bed, "Look, if you really want a kiss then I'll kiss you." She blushed harder and thrust the mistletoe into my hands, "D-don't get the wrong idea! It's not like I like you or anything, you just seemed to sad that I thought-"

I leaned forward and kissed her blushing cheek. To be honest, it was only a peck, and on the cheek not on the... you know. But she turned an even deeper red, and turned away.

"So, that's done then." She said shortly. I might've imagined it, but I'm sure I heard a smile in her voice. "Anway, it's late and I'm tired. I left a backpack full of my clothes and night things downstairs. When I get changed and everything can I go to bed?"

"Of course." I answered, startled at her abrupt change of subject, "You can change in my en suite; I'm going to brush my teeth."

I brushed my teeth in another bathroom while Natsuki used my en suite. When I returned to my room, Natsuki was already there in cute pink pyjamas with a cat motif.

"Ah yes, let me show you the spare room." I said, but Natsuki didn't move. "Are you ok?"

"I'm fine," She muttered, "I just don't like sleeping alone, that's all." She looked embarrassed and it took me a few seconds to realise what she meant.

"Oh... ah-" I tried to think if how to respond.

Natsuki glared at me, "Don't get the wrong idea! Its not like I want to sleep... there..." She hissed and glanced at the bed with a furious expression.

"Of course! I d-didn't mean-" I stopped myself. Not knowing what else to do, I climbed into bed and pulled the duvet over me. Natsuki hesitated, then followed, climbing cautiously into bed.

"Don't tell the others about... y'know." I murmered, before dropping into sleep.

Sorry for the shortish chapter! Next chapter will hopefully be longer :D

Also should I add MC? At first I didn't want to add him but it might make the story interesting yk

Anyways thanks for reading <3