ℙ𝕚𝕟𝕜 𝕩 ℙ𝕦𝕣𝕡𝕝𝕖 [𝓪 𝓷𝓪𝓽𝓼𝓾𝓻𝓲 𝓯𝓪𝓷𝓯𝓲𝓬]

Planning the festival

Yuri POV

TW: self harm and swearing

Natsuki's and my day off was very rewarding. As always nothing noteable happened, we went to Tearooms and Books, but there wasn't any events which made us feel just for a moment as though we were more than friends. I would've thought by now that Natsuki and I would've gone somewhere with our relationship, but it was just a complicated spiral I couldn't work out. At least Ryota would be happy. 

Speaking of, I had gotten an unknown text that day, which could have only been from him:

Ryota: remember our promise, you date pinky and i tell everyone ur dirty little secret

Yuri: That was not our deal! You said you would only tell Natsuki!

Ryota: deals can change... do you want me to tell her?

Yuri: ...No

"Who're you texting?" Natsuki asked.

"Nobody!" I lied hastily. I blush whenever I lie and I blushed especially hard when I was lying to Natsuki. "Somebody just got the wrong number that's all!" I looked down at my phone again.

Ryota: see u at the festival then...😏

I gulped. I was pretty sure what would happen at the festival. But would it be constant? Would he make me his girlfriend? I shuddered at that thought. Maybe telling Natsuki wasn't so bad...

She would think you're a freak. Besides, its not that big of a deal, you can handle this.

I swallowed, if it got really bad then I would tell Natsuki. But only if it got super super bad. Her problems had been much worse and she was still recovering from her dads arrest.

Yuri: Is this going to be a one time thing?

Ryota started to type, but I didn't want to see the answer. I obviously had tried to tell a teacher but they didn't belive me and only gave him a 'talking to'. Then Ryota found out my cuts when he had taken off my shirt during a particulary painful occurance. He threatened to tell people if I snitched again, and I helplessly  forced into silence.

Ryota: if i want it to be

Yuri: Please, I don't know how much I can take of this

Ryota: i havent even done anything that bad

Ryota: yet😏

Yuri: I hate you

Ryota: if u hate me that much then u wont mind me telling pinky... right?

Yuri: No!

Yuri: I just want you to know that I will never love you the way you do

Ryota: lol ok

Ryota: ur agreeing to do this so its kinda ur fault as well

I grinded my teeth together, seething with anger. How dare he?! How dare he blame me for all of this.