The Stepbrother's Girl

Chapter 8:: First Love and Accidents

To the side is just a picture that made me laugh like crazy. XD

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I wake up in my bed. Freezing cold, and with a headache from hell. I take a glance at my alarm clock. It's about three minutes past two in the morning. I don't feel good, and how'd I get home? I know that I didn't have sex with Jesse though. In which I'm happy about. But I'm still cold and hurting. I stand up, in my clothes I wore to my date. I walk over to my wardrobe and put on a white tank top, and my grinch boxers. I sneak quietly out of my room into the hallway. I stand awkwardly in front of Blake's and Levi's rooms. This time I'll let my heart decide instead of my head. In which I don't do most of the time. I reach towards the right door and instantly stop myself smiling. I turn on my heels and open up the left door quietly. I see Blake lying there shirtless, which sends shivers up my spine. I know what happened last night meant a lot to me, but I didn't show it.

I walk over to his bed and lie next to him. He opens his eyes then tightly shuts them and turns on his side facing the wall. I lie there staring at his bare back. I reach out and trace the crevices and muscles in his back. He stiffens, then turns to face me.

"Why?" He says, "Why do you continue to do that?" He says brushing the hair out my eyes. I smile, my head still pounding.
"Do what?" I say closing my eyes.
"Just... everything." He scoots over to me and starts rubbing my head, knowing I have a headache. Thank God. My head hurts like hell. Just... everything? Makes me blush.
"I'm sorry for acting like a complete asshole earlier." He says close to my ear.
I smile again, then blush. I'm not imagining this. This is real. I turn around and lightly press my lips to his. He gently slides his hand up my thigh, sending shivers to my face. He smiles during the kiss and kisses me again.

"That's okay. I lied." I say breaking the kiss. "That night... was the best night of my life, although nothing happened."

"I'm sorry Aria. You have to save yourself for someone who can fulfill your needs, be there for you, and be able to calm you down, and keep you secure. I'm not that kind of guy..."

"That's not true Blake." I say, "I may seem like the ideal girl... but I'm imperfect too. I'm making out with my step-brother for Pete's sake..." I stifle. "You can't say I have to save myself for anyone. No one's perfect. And I like imperfect." His eyes were now a different shade of blue. He kisses my lips graciously, and then climbs sexily on top of me, sending chills to my brain tranquilizing me.

He continues to my clothes. I let him. I like Blake. Maybe a little more than Levi. I realized I have no chance with Levi anyways. He's not interested in me. Accept that time our lips brushed slightly. Blake kisses my neck, as I moan lightly. He chuckles lowly as he presses his mouth on mine and bites my lower lip and sticks his tongue in my mouth. I let him as he then kisses me harder.

"Are you sure Aria?" He says. I feel like this has happened before. Am I ready? I don't know but right now all I want is more. He goes further and then it's there, I feel enlightened, yet pained. I close my eyes and let him continue kissing my neck. I like him. And I want him. I kiss his lips. I want this magical moment to happen again, and never end. He's gentle and professional. And I'm glad I did this. My emotions aren't mixed anymore. They're as clear as clear has ever been.

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I wake up lying beside Blake in his bed. He stayed with me. I snuggle up to him forgetting about life for a second. I don't think. We'll I never do, but I should've. Levi walks in as Blake and I are startled. Levi freezes and gags. He runs to the bathroom as I put on my clothes and chase after him. He's crying into the toilet.

"You bitch!" He yells, "Him? Him? Why him? I'm the one you were supposed to fall in love with! Not that reject, asshole dick!" A tear threatens as I turn and run as fast as I could. I jump in my car and take off down the road. Ignoring the rain, and that stinking seatbelt beep thing. I scream and hit the steering wheel a few times. I fucking hate life sometimes. I take off as I see a white Mercedes take the right. I see a flash of cut glass, scream and then I'm out. Like a light.

I wake up in the hospital, Blake, Levi, mom, and Ray sitting there weeping. I look closely at Blake and Levi. Blake looks torn, as opposed to Levi, who is pissed off. I try to sit up, but my back aches and my arm hurts. I look at my arm in a cast. Mom sees me awake first as she runs up to me and gently hugs me.
"Oh my baby! I thought we lost you!" She cries. Ray pats my hand, Levi leaves the room pissed. Blake sits there, head down. Ray chases after Levi. Mom holds my hand and looks at me, she has bags under her eyes. She hasn't slept in days.

"How long was I out?" I ask my voice scratchy. Mom squeezes my hand again.
"Seven days. You fractured your back, broke your arm, and went into a partial coma. I was so worried baby. The two boys in the Mercedes died though."
"Who died?"
"I don't know baby... but I've got news." She pauses, "I'm pregnant!" I smile as she jumps up excitedly.
"Two weeks along. I hope it's a girl so it evens the house out."

She looks over at Blake sympathetically and starts towards the door.
"Blake said something about talking to you about girl issues..." She pauses, "My babies bonding, yay." She leaves us alone. The tension in the room heating up.
"So..." I say breaking the uneasy silence.
He looks up at me as a tear falls out his eye.
"It's my fault... isn't it? You love Levi and you always will. I don't why, I even tried... I don't have a chance. Levi's perfect." He goes silent for a moment. "I lo- I have to go..." He storms out the room leaving me alone. I feel dead. Almost dead at least. I love Blake. I do.

Authors Note:: It's heating up even more! She loves Blake! AAAHHHH!!! OMG Comment and Vote and Follow! remember those One Shots!