The Stepbrother's Girl

Chapter 11:: Baby Showers and Jesse Cakes

*Three months later*

My mother's baby shower. Not a slender headline to react to but still a very naive subject. Levi has gotten more masculine and Blake has shaved some of his hair off. As of me, I look mostly the same.

My egg baby died a horrible tragic death. Levi sat on her and I cried so hard for like ever. As everyone passed around gifts to my mom she opened them with enthusiasm. Me not so much enthusiastic. Blake has a girlfriend and Levi doesn't want me anymore.

So I'm pretty much out of the picture. What went down that night with Blake didn't go so well. He isn't the one for me sadly. But I will still always have feelings for him. Jesse is more friendly and I've decided to give him another chance. As in being friends. I invited here to the party.

I glance at Blake as he and Hannah (his girlfriend) hold hands and smile at each other. I sigh loudly.
"When is the cake gonna be here?"
Mom looked at me.
"Aria, Carly is bringing the cake, I thought you knew that."

I hear the doorbell ring loudly.
I flew up from my seat, "I got it."

I run to the door in my silver and purple knee length dress and open it to find Jesse standing there smirking.
He gently takes hold of my hand and kisses it holding the cake. I want some cake. Not Jesse.

"You look nice today Aria... special event?"
Jokingly I grab the cake and walk towards the kitchen as he follows, "Yeah its my intro into hell..." We both laugh as he glances at my mouth. I tilt my head slightly.
"What? You're looking at my funny."

He laughs. "No I'm not." As he closes the space between us and stands inches from my face my knees almost give in. He whispers to me.
"You look beautiful Aria."
I shiver as his lips trace my jawline getting closer and closer to my lips.

Blake walks in as abruptly push Jesse off of me. Jesse then notices Blake and grabs a finger food that mom made.
He looks Blake in the eyes, "These are really... really good." He chuckles ad he walks off with triumph.

Blake glares at me. "Aria? What the hell? You know I hate Jesse real fucking nice to go behind my back and hook up with him." He turns around fast and takes off. I don't chase after him because there's no reason too. I'll give Blake time. And for Levi what happened at the party we still haven't talked about. We almost engaged in full on and he hasn't even brought it up.

Ray walks in then. "What's up with Blake?" He asks truthfully concerned.
"Anger issues.."

"Well we're fixing to do the dance that your mom wanted and you're supposed to dance with Blake and Levi and she said she wants you to dance with Jesse also because he's like family..."

They don't know about how abusive Jesse was. We walk out of the kitchen together as everyone is staring at us I see Levi walking towards me. He gestures for me to dance with him ad I do so we sway to the music as does the other three people dancing. How weird I know.
"About that night.... at the party." He starts. I pause him. "Levi I know that you were intoxicated it's fine."

Jesse taps my shoulder as I slide into his arms. His arms are more strong and firm than Levi's. "Jesse?" I say clearing the silence of him staring beautifully at my face.
"Yes, love?"
"When we umm when we..." he cuts me off. "When we drunk fucked?" I nod. "What about it?" He asks pulling me in closer.

"What happened exactly?" I asked sincerely. He smirked.
"You pulled me into my bedroom and fucked me Aria... I just let you..." he paused for a moment. "Because I'm in love with you."

My eyes widen in awe. Did he just say he loved me. He leans were slowly to see if I leaned it. This is it. This is where I choose if I want Jesse again. After all this time ignoring him trying to not fall for him again. I close my eyes and part my lips slowly as I don't feel him there anymore I then smell aftershave and the axe. Blake. His hold I'd say is much more stronger.

I open my eyes to Blake looking away from my face.
"Blake you can't hate me for moving on you did."
"Aria you don't get it. I had to. You and I were getting to serious and I couldn't hurt you."
"You've already managed to hurt me more than enough." I spat.
His jaw tenses up as he revolts away from me in the middle of the dance and walks towards the door.
"Blake!" My mom and Hannah yell out almost together. I just crumple down into the free seat beside Jesse.

"What got his panties in a twist?" Jesse places his arm around my shoulder as I submissively remove his arm.
"You tell me..." I drink some whiskey from the table as my mom glares at me I decide to stand up and take a walk. Carly is flirting with Lend Baker.

Ugh. I walk out the door and see Blake and Hannah are gone. My mom didn't chase after him only Hannah. The door opens behind me and Jesse wraps his arms around my back.
"You're not gonna say it back?" I preoccupied answer, "Jesse..."

"Yes Aria?" I then hear a loud grunt noise coming from out back. I can tell Jesse heard it too the way he tightens his grip on me and looks around.
"What was that?" I say.
He let's go of me and starts towards the backyard. As I follow close behind him I notice the lock on the shed door is ajar. And I see a satin pink bra lying there. Then the pieces float together and we start hearing the moans louder. Jesse glances at me with remorse and sorrow.
"Aria... you should go inside." He mouths to me.
My lower lip quivers.

I push past him and swing the door open revealing Blake going hard on Hannah... butt ass naked.

Jesse grabs me and holds my head. They notice us a scurry for their clothes as Blake apologizes several times. I wall away with Jesse still holding me. I start crying as he leads me to his truck. We both get in aways I bust out in tears Blake runs up to the door as I lock all the doors. He stands there in the driveway defeated as we pull away.

Hannah then runs beside Blake. I cry even harder. Jesse takes hold of my hand as I place them on my face retracting them from his hand. My makeup is smeared. I feel like pure shit. Why Blake? Why?

We arrive at his house and I realize we are all alone. Carly is still at the baby shower and his parents are never really home. He walks in as I take a seat on his bed in his room... that we had sex in... on accident. He walks back in with wet towelettes and sits beside me. After a long drive my tears died down. Blake hurt me and he hurt me bad. Jesse gently wiped my cheeks as I close my eyes and he wipes the mascara from my eyes I reopen them as he softly pats them on my lips I look at his features. Jesse is not ugly... he's very attractive and it's amazing how he wants me.

"Aria?" He says now softly running the back of his hand on my cheek.
"Yeah?" I push out a shortage on breathe.

"I want you." Without waiting for and answer he kisses me. I place my hand on his cheek then and pull him on me.
"I've wanted you for so long..." he says as he gets abruptly on top of me positioning it where he had me pinned down. I want him too for some reason. I don't love Jesse but I will let him think that. So he will make this more passionate.

I roughly grab his shoulder blades as he leans into my lips and bites my lower one softly. He lifts up then back down onto my kissing my lips and biting my tongue. I wrap my legs around him and place my hands on his neck pulling him in closer. I pull at the hem of his shirt as he willingly removes it. I explore his bare chest with my fingers running over every crevice thoroughly. He moans against my lips and removes my dress. He then runs his rough; cold hands across my upper breast then to my lower stomach.

I loosen his pants buckle as he chuckles lowly.
"Where did my baby girl go?"
"She grew up." I smirk against him.

He abruptly stops then deepens the kiss much more as he unstrapd my bra I hear a beating on the door downstairs. He doesn't stop but I push him off.

"Jesse... the door." He sighs as he crawls off of me backwards and leaves he room. I lie there all alone then I hear a loud thud. I decide to investigate. I walk downstairs and see Jesse and Blake full fledged fighting. I gape at the scene and jump in on it.
"No don't hurt him." I yell at them. They both stop and stare at me.

"Who is it Aria?" Blake starts. "Him or me." Jesse glares at him. "Who do you want... better yet what do you want?"
"No Blake you can't blame this one on me. This is your fault." I walk up to him and slap the hell out of him.
"Don't you dare blame this on me." I add as he aids to his cheek.

"You're a slut Aria." He whips around and leaves me there. Then it huts me... am I a slut?