The Night flower & Her Moon - Journey of Beginnings

Soulhome

HOME!!!!! I heard and read a lot about home being a person instead of a piece of land. But, never got the idea to fit in my vision. Now I think I get a little how exactly it works.

✍Home means a cozy place with walls of love, care, respect and support to protect you from all the possible dangers or disasters, to strengthen your belief in peace, to keep you carefree and relaxed. It's a spot where you can open your heart and breathe better. It's a spot where you can be the most real self of you which is a beautiful feeling. Home is where you forget everything unpleasant happened outside and smile warmly instantly for what beauty it holds inside for you. Home in a better sense is where you don't take shelter only but dream, desire and grow"

I have started to understand now that concrete walls aren't the home we run after to get our whole life. The real home we need is a person who understands, respects and adores all of us with all of them. I am lucky that finally, I have gotten blessed with a wonderful Home!! SAILJA, AARAV and My Moon, ANDRE are my home. This home is so fresh, lively, beautiful, unique and full of dreams/hopes. This is bliss.......... pure bliss........... LOVE!!!

I wasn't much of a believer in luck before. But, now I am!! My acceptance from 'what has made me so unlucky' to 'what has made me so lucky'........ it's astonishing!! Getting blessed with blissful love is definitely luck in my case. And three LOVEs are definitely surreal but supernal blessings. SAILJA, AARAV and ANDRE are my lucky charms which have been possessing all goody good side of life for me and filling it with colorful lights.

It sounds normal but if we research well around us then we would get to know how difficult it is!!! In this world of 'not so friendly', there are always some misfits/Moon. And these misfits are holding a very good amount of hope/strength to pass it on to those needed who are ready to accept them wholeheartedly and determined for the process of change and growth.

Tip of the life👑 - Don't miss to grab your misfit if you don't wanna miss yourself❣

Afterward, your life might be as complicated as mine but it's not compulsory. You might be luckier. But, trust me, it never felt wrong or bad to me. It's a little tough but worth what I gain from it. The feeling of peace inside our soul feels so so so good!! I wouldn't have been so cool and calm to tell about my past, pains, scars and downfalls if it's not for the peace and healing that ANDRE has triggered hard in me. To be honest, I think I couldn't even convey a good picture of my pains and suffering here. The calmness has taken over hard. I know, I haven't even given my pains any name/image to compare. But, I think that's not important at all now. The only important thing is how the pains and darkness faded out of my life and inaugurated a bright, colorful and beautiful today.

👨‍💻"Climbing the ladder of life is never ending. And not east. Pain, confrontation, frustration, upsets, losses, defeats, rejections, all of it.

Most of the time we don't even know where it's going to take us. And that's ok. But just like a brick at a time, one step at a time. Most important is that our heart, instincts and intuition are the leaders.

What's on the top might be stunning and worth every pain, sacrifice, time and effort. But it will still be temporary. Then another set of stairs will be created and journey will continue on.

We may pause, we may take a step back. But keep climbing. One step (or two) at a time."

Yes, Mr ET knows it very well too. I definitely know this journey is not easy and may never gonna be easy. But, I know I can rely on ANDRE's vision and indirect support to keep myself up for going further and further on this astonishing road. I don't know what it has for me in the end. But, who cares about ends now??? I am all into the beginnings and the process now. I have already started to see the flashes of a better me, a better tomorrow, a better life. So, I will keep trusting my decisions and my Moon. Pauses will come again but then I am sure ANDRE would throw the needed push to keep me going and SAILJA and AARAV will make it better.