I can't form the justiciable words to explain the peace I am feeling, the satisfaction running in my nerves, the bliss I am experiencing!!!!
I know most of you will think how big an exaggeration it is!!! But, Nahhhh, it's so true, so surreal, so so so wonderful!! I mean more wonderful than the wonderful creation of Mayan culture - The Pyramids of Egypt. A masterpiece with never-ending mysteries!!! Love is almost like them. (Told you, love relates to everything/everywhere)
Living is a blessing. We are all breathing but only a few lucky people are living. The more we are progressing in materialistic growth, the more we are running out of love. The dust of concrete has entered our hearts and minds along with our lungs. Our thinking is going rigid by wandering on hard, crowded roads and to some extent, the hardships of life are responsible too. But, still, the hope of Peace, Happiness and Love can't be compromised for temporary reasons/excuses.
I remember a very intriguing dialogue of JOHNNY DEPP from a movie,
🎬"There are only four questions of value in life - What is sacred??....Of what is the spirit made?.....What is worth living for and What is worth dying for??
The answer to each is the same - Only Love!!!"
The writer has put their whole experience in these few words so beautifully. When everything is about Love in life then why follow meaningless pleasures? I know it's easy to say then follow it. Money is a need too. But, isn't it pleasant to earn money as per your needs only not to be an ATM or Exaggeration for your whole life, living in a world of false happiness!!! Why not save some time and energy to look out for real pleasure, to look out the Love for yourself and loving others???
However, I haven't earned much like empowered women, I am not a bit disappointed in myself about this. I have very few tasks for money to take care of. So, I have very less affection for money. After going through all those pains/sufferings/downfalls, I only fancy real pleasures like respect, affection, support and understanding. I fancy goodness, strength, and loyalty. I fancy the trust and pride of my loved ones in me. I want to be rich too but not with money or diamonds, I want to be rich with Peace, love and a very newly added desire that I never thought I would ever have.............. Happiness!!!!!! As I have mentioned earlier too, I have been searching for Peace only now. Even after getting a little far with ANDRE. I always thought I don't deserve happiness with all the scars I carry on my body and soul but now, it's different. ANDRE has given me all reasons to be confident about Happiness too. He has put the belief of desiring happiness in me. Now I wouldn't settle for peace only ever. Now I know that happiness, peace and love are so closely related to each other. So avoiding happiness is like avoiding peace and love too. It's not my choice at all!
As I told earlier that I tried to put my hopes up for Love once before too, but it ended badly in Infatuation. It was a huge hit and I had stopped looking for what wasn't really for me. It has been almost ten years since I decided to stay off the road of Love. It was more than impossible in my life. At first, I put all the blame on my past, my fate and at the person together but with time all blame was transferred to my past, my insecurities, my incapability, my scars, and my wrong choice. I stopped blaming that person long ago. But, today I want to thank him wholeheartedly for not daring to choose me openly. He literally saved me. I am sure I would have been more miserable then. I would have never known the real questions, real reasons, and real weaknesses which were holding me back. I would have never known the answers I already had. I would have never known the real mistakes I had made. I would have never known the difference between Love and Infatuation. I would have never known the feeling of peace, happiness and bliss together. I would have never felt the soulful feelings, desires, dreams and most important I would have never met with the 'New me'
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The Night flower & Her Moon - Journey of Beginnings
RomantikAADHYA, a single 33 year old woman, suffers the long painful Stuck of life because of her dark past and not-so-helping family and society. She knows past can't be changed, present can't be lost but life isn't easy to handle especially with wounds an...
