The Night flower & Her Moon - Journey of Beginnings

Different phase

Stealing internet again!!! Wow!! I was really acting lively!! My first stealing was exciting. He didn't notice. That might be hardly 20-30 MB so it went unnoticed. I attempted another after 2 days, this time no need to guard the door because he was out for hours. All thanks to field pests. Sorry, dear crops!!

I found ANDRE's post after a little scrolling. It was a video that day. Guess what.....what.....what!!!!!!!!!!!!! He was singing! Yeap! He was singing. One more to his profile.

His voice....... hummmmm.......... I will be honest like always. He may have not gotten the best vocals, out of the world type!! But, then, do anyone know what 'out of the world sounds like??'

I just know that he has talent, skills, good vocals and most important, willpower, dedication, dare and passion. Plus, his singing is as brave as his words and his actions. And it doesn't mean he lack musical skills. He is better than hundreds of singers who just got money to hurt people's ears. What I actually mean is that there are many people who can sing but they don't just because they think they can't, they are not good enough. But how you are supposed to know whether you are good enough or not if you don't give it a try. At least try for your desires.

And about ANDRE, no!!! I am not exaggerating at all. He can rock in the music industry too with his spirit of keep learning and grow. Wish I could let you hear him and you would have known.

Let you know the lyrics at least...

👨‍🎤"We can't go back to the way that we used to love
Never apart you are still running through my blood
We can't go back to the way that we used to love
We can't go back to the way that we used to love
But I can't escape you're still in my head
I am running from running from the emptiness
But I can't escape you are still in my head
I am running from running from the emptiness
But I can't escape you are still in my head
I am running from running from the emptiness "

Martin Garrix was tagged there so it meant that was his song with #usedtolove. I don't know much names in music industry. So, I need to google most of the time. Never mind!!! These lines were holding so many emotions. I couldn't help to think about them. What could it be?? The emotion??? Pain!!!!!! Is he having some hard time???

I didn't dig deep into it. I was no stalker. His personal life is totally his. I liked his spirit of life and that's all. We should respect others' personal space as we want ours to be respected and shouldn't cross those boundaries until they let us in or there is no other option left. Nothing seemed out of his control so I left the questions behind my head and just focused on his new skill..... or new to me only.

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Next time I didn't need to steal the data. I got caught 🙈 because I watched DARIO's stories, posts and videos I missed during that break. And my lovely couple had posted lots of stories about the baby so it was irresistible. They are story-active. It got noticed.

Lesson - Being greedy is a bad habit.

But, the feud between us was over too.......... was it a feud??? We never stopped talking, arguing, and teasing. He never stopped poking my poor stomach and I never stopped stealing his food. This is my revenge for poking. He hates it when someone touches his food and I enjoy taking bites from his food just to annoy him. Yeah... we are crazy!! I think all cousins are crazy! Like I said before signs of being "Alive cousins"

✍Some people say perfect and happy relationships have no place for arguments, disputes, differences, silence, breaks, frustration and anger. Maybe they are true or maybe not!! If they are true then those 'Perfect and happy relationships' are either invisible or extremely endangered to be never seen. But there are many imperfect and healthy relationships having all those defaults and emit hopes of affection and compassion in life. To be honest, these defaults don't hurt relationships to the extent of the end. It's people's extreme pride, ego, selfishness and excessive needs that end their relationships. A relationship works with the theory of 'Give and take'. First, give what you want to take. It's all about balance and compulsion. Excess of anything is poisonous in life even if it's love and care. They are the best gift of life, a real image of supernal feelings but turn into suffocating if exceed limits. Needs need to be prioritized. Dreams need to be respected on each side. Desires need to be controlled. There is no high need to thank each other for everything every time but it's compulsory to apologize for each mistake. It's okay if you can't celebrate each other's achievements together but you must strengthen each other in lows and failures. It's okay if your eyes don't moisten to see others crying but it's compulsory to wipe their tears until their eyes dry up too. But there is also one thing that can't be compromised...... Respect....... Respect needs to be reciprocated equally for healthy and beautiful relationships.