The Night flower & Her Moon - Journey of Beginnings

Forgiveness not forgetting

👨‍💻"Jump jump jump......into the unknown, into our power, into facing our fear, into our best lives and into the best version of ourselves.

It takes time and effort and a lot of action to get anywhere, but it only takes courage to start and to go for it, to begin, to decide. And that my friend, we can all be. Depends 100% on us only.

Don't settle for less. Follow your heart's desires fully, committed, consistently, intensely. Anything worthwhile and rewarding and satisfying awaits us on the other side of taking the leap, letting go of control and trusting the process.
If you haven't yet..... begin.
If you have...... continue."

Just like ANDRE believe and keep following, I put my trust in the process of Change, New Period, New Version, New Excitement, New Me, letting go of past me and jumped into the unknown to face my fears, to testify my powers, to carve the best version of me. It's definitely gonna take a lot of time + solid commitment + high energy + firm patience + strong dedication + full devotion + and most important..........continuous action!!!

This process, this journey is never gonna be simple, easy, or comfortable. It's gonna try hard to break me again and again, make me stuck, cage me behind the walls of failures, hit me with disappointments, tease me with pain, push me to the past, throw the downfalls in front of me, scare me with my fears, burn me with hatred, disgust me with scars but the belief of amazing rewards is gonna push me further and further on this road full of unannounced storms. And like I learned from a Buddhist Monk....

✍Storms aren't bad always. They don't mean 'destruction' always. Sometimes they just clear the dirt, dead leaves and branches and other unwanted, unnecessary and non-valuable objects out of your way and gives you a better experience. Plus if your trust, faith and beliefs are stronger to keep moving, you might get astonishing and soul-soothing rainbow archways glowing over your road as a reward.

So, moving on, that's it!!!! But, before moving on my journey, I needed to do something. Something that can't go on with me anymore if I truly want to see the beautiful version of me. That will taint the glory of my future. Something that will always pull me back in my process, something that will keep me tied to the past strongly, something that will keep breaking my strength.

The biggest step of letting go my past. FORGIVENESS!!!!!

✍If we want to furbish our better version. Forgiveness is must!! Forgiveness indicates that we are over the dark past and ready to feel the warmth of light. It indicates that we no longer are stuck and the strings capable of pulling us back, are finally broken. It fixes all our strength on making our present worthy. It indicates that our rotten wounds are healing. It's not for others, it's for us. They say 'when you forgive you grow, when you grow your love and when you love, a light shines over you fading all the darkness to extinction' That's the beauty of FORGIVENESS!!!!

But, never let people assume our forgiveness as our weakness. Forgive but within limits so that people know we are not addicted to letting go of everything wrong they do to us. People always know what they did to us was wrong or right. They just don't care about our pains, our sufferings and our losses. So, forgive but don't forget the lessons we have learned from those pains and sufferings. Plus don't let the world go without teaching a lesson to hurt us by all means of the lessons it taught us. Show them that we can still earn the peace and happiness that they have caged behind our wounds and fears.

So, let's start the process!!!

Very first, I needed to forgive myself for letting my fears taint my soul, for bowing in front of pains, for never trusting my soul's strength, for never trying to get out of the prison of the past, for keeping myself hidden behind fake walls, for never trying to heal the wounds of past, for giving up on my peace and happiness for so long.