The Night flower & Her Moon - Journey of Beginnings

Downfalls Vs Vibes

💭" Enough!!! I can't take it anymore. I need to get away from here....... from these shadows...........from this atmosphere.......... from these people......... from these empty walls......... from..........from this.......... loneliness!!!!"

After ghosting myself for straight 4 days from the world........ from myself.......after hiding away from my life.......... after losing to my ugly past, I decided to leave that room, get away from those concrete people...........for a while......... or longer....... didn't know. Just wanted to survive again. Wanted to keep me alive again. Wanted not to lose hope again.

I am never ashamed to accept my downfalls. No one should be. They aren't your stains. In a way, this proves that I am still alive to struggle with life. Sometimes downfalls are not that bad though. They are like exams too......... life's exam. You may not pass all of them. But if you sincerely try then you surely learn a lot from them. And as I have learned.....

✍Don't be scared of falling but never stay on the ground for long. Just close your eyes, take a break, a little or longer whatever suits you, relax, try to regain your strength however it works for you and get up with more determination, more energy and more stubbornness. Falling is normal but rising is a must. And learn the best way of rising from trees. Like them stay rooted in the ground to attain the strength to fight against the disastrous storms and let your branches chase the vast sky. Life is all about fighting, learning and growing.

But, it's not easy always like boiling potatoes. There are always side effects. Like my option had too. The place I had to escape was not much better if I hadn't lived up to my patience. I was confused. Again LIFE!!!!

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24 March

💭"This is too much........ too overwhelming!! These cold walls would kill me. I.....I need to get out of here. I need to hide somewhere. I need to see my angels. I need to feel their warmth, their liveliness.......... their affection, their magical aura....... I need to borrow more strength from them.......... Yes....... I just need to stay strong"

My brain was all messed up. I had decided what's best in that situation. I was ready to leave after I would be done with that exam. I decided to endure those dark shadows a little more till then. And the best weapon to keep me far away from this atmosphere was closer to another world which was my humble Distraction. I logged in to my IG and the first post in my feed was about life. I already had enough of life so I moved on. Then there was a beautiful snowland. Mr Photographer, DARIO was out on roads...... snow roads actually to get some night shots of night creatures. He was stuck in the snow till waste I wonder how he came out. I gave him a 👍🏻 plus ☕. I would have drunk many in such a shivering cold. He has guts.

Then there was ANDRE's post with more liveliness, more energy and more difference. And the caption was captive again.

👨‍💻"Say no. Say yes. Share it. Embrace it all. Accept. Stay patient....."

You guys may think what's special about it. It's all about how do you intake them. They may seem very simple but they hold the person's whole fight behind them. It's all about our vision of life. How we take things, how we handle them and how we decide to get the best out of them for us!! If you look closely, simple words are never simple. They hold the best way to deal with a messy life. It's all about vision!!

Like ANDRE said, we don't need to go with everything. Saying 'no' is a must if you don't want to add more difficulties to life. If something is bothering you, share it. It may not change the situation but you will feel lighter. And you might get some hope, some way. Next, Accept the situation and work for it. Acceptance is all that determine the difference in life.