I, Love

18 - I Need You

Leah's POV

She rolled her eyes and turned her back on me.
„Don't know what to say, huh?", I said in a bratty tone. „You're a bit of a hypocrite in that sense, aren't you?", I continued.
She whirled back to face me. Man she looked pissed.

„That's different!", she yelled. „I do it, because I love him and I feel like I can't even breathe without him!", her voice started shaking and she paused.
„And because I can't help but to need you too.", she continued.

I stood there saying nothing. I was mad but I also felt sorry for her.
„What you did," she kept going „was just to piss me off or hurt me."
„I...", I stuttered.

„You know what.. I can't deal with this right now.", Jennifer said holding up her hands and walked upstairs to her bedroom.
„Jennifer! You're not going to walk out on me like that.", I yelled after her.
She did not stop so I followed her to her bedroom, where she started undressing herself.

She threw her stuff on the ground, evidently  angry. I noticed a bruise on her back and pressed my lips together.
I walked closer to her as she unclipped her bra and it fell on the floor. When I was close, I touched her shoulders, but she flinched.
„I'm sorry, that was stupid. What I saw reminded me of the situation we're in and... it hurt.", I confessed.

She turned around and looked at me.
„Don't you think I know it's egotistical and unfair to both of you??", she said and her chin started to tremble.

I barely could take her standing there almost naked, vulnerable and struggling. I wanted to hug and kiss her. Then I noticed more marks on her breasts. She just stood there with watery eyes, knowing that I noticed.

I looked her in her eyes and saw the fear they held. Fear of losing me.
„I'm gonna sleep in a guestroom.", I said and walked out, hearing her say my name quietly. But I didn't stop. I couldn't.

Jennifer's POV

Single tears were rolling down my cheeks when she left. And everything turned from feeling very light to indescribably heavy. I thought about going after her but I decided to give her the space she needed and went to bed alone. Although I'd love nothing more than to feel her skin on mine right now.

I woke up alone. I sighed. I somehow hoped she would've crawled into my bed at night.
Maybe she's still asleep. It was early as the light peeking through the curtains was still very dim.

I decided to get up and go to the guestroom. The long shirt I wore brushed over my thighs as I walked and I shivered from the slightly cold air surrounding me.

When I reached her room I pressed the handle down quietly and peeked in. Leah was still asleep. I walked to the bed and crawled under the warm and comfy sheets, spooning her. Unlike me, Leah was fully naked. I put one arm around her and inhaled her scent.
She grabbed my hand and pressed it firmly.

I was relieved and sighed. She was awake. And it was okay that I was here with her.

We both fell back to sleep like that.

When I woke up again, Leah was facing me and caressing my cheek with her thumb while her palm rested on the side of my head.
„I'm sorry.", she said and pecked my lips softly.
God that felt good.
„I'm sorry too.", I said and looked into her beautiful eyes. „For everything."

She kept on brushing over my cheek but made her thumb trail down to my lips, brushing softly over them. I closed my eyes.
„I could drown in your presence.", she said softly, making my heart jump.
I opened my mouth to say something but Leah shushed me.
„Shh. Don't talk."

She sat up and grabbed my shirt to pull me up with her. Then she pulled it over my head. I saw her eyes wandering Bens marks.
She leaned in and placed soft kisses on them as I gently grabbed her hair and let out little moans. She was giving me goosebumps all over with her sweet kisses and I somehow couldn't believe she's doing that.

She softly kissed and sucked my nipples. It was all very slow and caring, but it made my need to feel her grow.

That's why I untangled my legs from my sitting position, placed my feet to Leah's left and right, bended my knees and opened my legs for her. She understood and trailed one hand down my body and between my legs. My knees shook slightly at her touch and I groaned. Leah did the same thing. We sat facing each other, kissing each other with open legs, ready to take one another.
Our legs touched and I trailed my hand up her thigh and down to her opening, while she was already doing me good, thrusting her fingers inside me, making me moan.

It was unbelievably hot to be touched by her and to touch her the same way. I slid my fingers into her, making her gasp. Her position allowed me to go really deep. I must've hit a special spot, because she moaned loudly and I immediately felt her getting extremely wet.

„Jennifer!", she whined out. Her saying my name is a huge turn-on for me. I stayed right at that spot, massaging it while Leah worked her magic on me. Leahs other hand was playing with my boobs, but as I moved my fingers inside of her she hardly dug her nails into one of them and climaxed fast without further warning. She moaned and groaned and occasionally whimpered „Oh god" and „Fuck". Her orgasm was long and I helped her ride it out while almost reaching my climax just by watching her and feeling her inside of me.

And then it hit me too while she was still on her high. I smashed my lips on hers and we kissed intensely. I felt so lost here with her again. Lost in a good way, like some sort of parallel universe where only she and I exist.

We layed down, stared at each other and smiled. Who would've ever known we would end up like this?
„You found something there, that felt crazy.", Leah said.
„What do you mean?"
„A special spot.", she smiled.
„Oh, your G-spot?", I asked.
„No, that was different. I don't know. Imma just call it the Jen-Spot."
I laughed.

„I'll be out of town for 10 days.", I changed the topic.
„What for?", she asked pulling a strand of my hair out of my face.
„A photoshoot and castings we're doing for a movie."
„When are you leaving?"
„Tomorrow."
She sighed.