Kehlani's Pov Current Location: Her Apartment Atlanta, Ga 1:00pm
I rolled over grabbing my phone looking at the time it was 1 in the evening
"thinking you finna leave me is crazy"
I jumped i turned my lamp on to see this stupid ass nigga standing in the corner of my room
"first how did you get in my apartment second why are you here third i never said i was breaking up i was theyre gonna ruin everything if you dont get them"i said
"which question you want me to answer first"he said
"the second one"i said fixing my shirt he didn't say anything instead he shifted his weight from foot to another
"get dressed and come on"he said
"you didn't answer my question"i said getting up he walked out i got dressed
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after this "talk" ends im going with the girls i grabbed my phone walking out i walked out locking my door i went downstairs and got in his car
"can you tell me why-"
he cut me off handing me a single emerald green rose thats my favorite color
"thank you i guess but can you stop av-"
he cut me off once again handing me his phone which was connected to the speaker he normally never lets me play music cause ima play brent and bryson i sat back i indeed put brent on hes my comfort artist he pulled off he had his hand on my thigh i was too busy listening to the music to pay attention to anything we pulled up to our first date spot he parked and turned the car off
"ok now ca-"
"get to the back"he said getting out i took my shoes off getting out i got in the back and closed the door he gave me this notepad and some pencils i love to draw on my free time I didn't know he knew that i looked at him he didnt bother to make eye contact instead he kept digging in this bag
i grabbed the stuff sitting back i opened it he grabbed me pulling me closer I didn't bother to make conversation i just drew and drew my feelings so it was a girl indicating me with a bunch of bubbles around her head indicating my overthinking i put hella lines indicating all my feelings being stuck i guess i put a question mark indicating me saying does anyone know me yk the real me
once i was done i closed it
"can we talk now"i said looking at him he licked his lips and closed the notebook he opened the door getting out he hasn't talked since we left and its kinda scaring me cause this nigga is talkative ash he handed me my slides i put them on getting out he closed and locked the doors he grabbed my hand interlocking our fingers we started walking down the long ass trail just walking we smoked a little bit i stepped infront of him looking up at him
"why are you avoiding the situation"i said
"you told me I could trust you Kazimir dont lie to me"i said
"did you fuck with her"i said he looked around i grabbed his face
"you fucked with her didnt you thats why you did all this"i said he didnt say anything giving me my answer my eyes watered
"nevermind ill uber home"i said he grabbed my wrist
"no its cool its ok"i said taking his hand off my wrist and walking away i took my phone out ordering a uber I waited for it to come and it didnt now i know Kazimir did this for what i do not know the bodyguard handed me a rose and a paper
"210"he said i just wanted to get home and cry my eyeballs out honestly i dont like crying infront of people so i gotta keep it together i went in going up to the room i put the card in the door opened seeing the same roses and candles
i rolled my eyes i turned around but a big ass man was there i turned my small ass right back around walking in on the bed was a big bouquet of emerald roses teddy bears a clear box small candies pictures of me off guards and everything they had sugar scrubs
i think thats what caught my eye out of everything one thing i noticed is that they didn't have nothing overly expensive i slightly smiled walking over i grabbed a teddy bear
"I didn't cheat on you Kehlani"
I turned around seeing Kazimir standing there with his hands in his pocket
"so why did you ignore me and avoid my questions then you let me think you cheated"i said he sucked in air
"you already thought i was cheating that message was bigger than wanting me to "check" her you dont want me to text her you dont even want us to have a form of communication you dont even like speaking on her"he said he was right but I wasn't going to admit it
"you think shes going to come back and shes going to mess with our relationship and her feeding you these lies arent working especially since i was far away from you"he said walking closer he unzipped his jacket
"you dont need to be insecure to tell me how you really feel we've been together for a fucking while Kehlani you can tell me how you really feel but hiding your feelings from me is only gonna hurt you nobody else thinking your gonna start arguments who cares yea ima get pissed but who doesn't you can accuse me all you want but i know what im doing and deep down you know im not cheating on you either i know you think i dont listen to you but thats all i do is listen to you everything you say I remember everything"he said taking his jacket off
"i know everything about you even the things you think i dont know i know"he said i sat down on the bed
"I respect you lani i cherish you I appreciate you I changed for you all the stupid ass shit you got me doing shit a female could never ask for"he said
"I came all the way from Miami for you i set all this up in under 2 hours for you i blew off money for you"he said stepping up to me he grabbed my face
"I love you kehlani only you I promise i don't want nobody but you im not like these other bitch ass niggas i know you ok i know what hurt you what makes you mad what makes you sad i know what stresses you im just here to make you happy youve did alot for me and you dont even know i dont wanna lose you and you dont wanna lose me"he said
"I trust you Kehlani i just need you to trust me i need you to trust me enough to know im not gonna do anything to hurt you i might lie but I would never lie to you"he said
"i need you to let me know when i do hurt you i need you to let me know when i hurt your feelings i need you to communicate with me instead of shutting me out"he said
"just trust me ok"he said i nodded he kissed my forehead then he kissed me
