Kehlani's Pov
Current Location: Her Apartment
Atlanta, Ga
11:00am
"mama"
"mama"
"uppy mama"
"mommy"
"uppy"
"MOMMY"
I jumped up
"yes mami"i said she moved my shirt
"uppy"she said she latched on I wasn't even tired i grabbed my phone i always put it on dnd before i go to sleep i had mad Ig notifications and a text from my husband of course ima look at his text first
Husband❤️
aint shit true and you know that
i furrowed my eyebrows texting back
wym bub
none of it is true
none of what kaz?
youll see
I went to instagram first thing i see is sumn about kazimir going in a hotel room with his ex ion fucking know so i texted him
thats crazy not gone hold you
ma see look i already told you they lying
nah cause whats crazy is you told me you was going home after the club event why the fuck did you go to a hotel
I was with kaycen you can ask him
why the fuck would i ask your brother hes YOUR brother of course hes going to lie for you and he doesn't like me so he probably nevermind im dealing with too much right now i think we need a break some space
your not breaking up with me ion gaf
i said we needed a break i never said we had to break up youn gotta wear your wedding band and vice versa i just need space
he kept texting but i ignored them i sighed rubbing her hair im just now noticing that she was knocked out i pushed her over and i got up going to the bathroom
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Kehlani's Pov
Current Location: Her Apartment
Atlanta, Ga
7:25pm
"shes sleeping right now"i said
"im not here for her i wanted to talk to you"he said
"you said its not true i get that kaz"i said
"so why you wanna take a break"he said
"Kazimir ever since you and me started talking it was always HER she was always the one catching your attention she was always the one we argued about every time your on the shaderoom it has something to do with her and your entertaining her stupid ass mess we got married and shes still fucking it up we're young i was so ready to marry you and live our lives together but right now im thinking none of us are ready this doesn't feel like we're married it feels like we're still in the regular old relationship your not changing at all and you keep telling me theyre lying after a while the excuses get tiring im tired Kazimir i look stupid i look dumb i gave you your daughter and your not seeing how this affecting us cause im holding you down and then we turn around and here we are the same thing with her fucking with me you dont see nothing about me or my ex do you hell no cause i dont have no type of shit with him im not making you look stupid i dont tell her shit but she somehow still wants to make mess with me he knows where home at ask him where he be at when hes out of town you know im starting to think you still fucking with her your using me kazimir and this whole marriage thing aint working out im tired of this i try so hard for you for kaziyah you still dont get it this is not the love we had when we first started you dont care any more you think sex saves everything this is draining me when i miscarried where were you when i tell you i feel like its my fault you come around with these stupid ass tattoos and this stupid ass talk you changed when i had kaziyah and if i knew you was gone act like this i shouldnt have had her"i said
"mama"kaziyah said its always the wrong time
"mami"i said she went back upstairs i took the ring off my finger putting it in kazimirs hand
"get out"i said going upstairs
"mami where are you"i said walking in my room dont get me wrong i love kaziyah with EVERYTHING in me but its just the facts you know but she's everything i seen her feet showing i laughed a little wiping my tears i walked over sitting down
"come here mami"i said grabbing her
"you know i love you"i said she shook her head
"yes i do mami look at me"i said raising her head
"I love you more than anything i would do anything for you mami i was mad at daddy ok we both still love you you have my whole heart your my everything"i said
"my pumpkin"i said tickling her she laughed
"uppy"she said i kissed her forehead before letting her latch on i don't regret having kaziyah at all but i do think of my life and how it was before i had her but that doesn't matter its me and her
