Kehlani's Pov
Current Location: Her Lab
Atlanta, Ga
2:00pm
this baby is fucking with my emotions and my hormones my boobs are getting huge i still haven't told Kazimir yet weve been arguing alot since he got back thats on my part actually i just hit 9 weeks and i need to have my first ob gy appt but i dont think i wanna do that my mind is set on aborting it i have a lot going on
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I heard a knock on my door i got up going to the door I unlocked it seeing Kazimir i need to apologize just cant being myself to do it
"can we talk without you cussing me out"he said hes been so patient with me lately ive just been tweaking out i backed up and he walked in i closed and locked the door we sat at my kitchen counter
"whats wrong with you"he said
"wym nothings wrong with me"i said
"you just keep tryna start arguments and once you see im not for the shit you get even more hot and start dawging me out and shit"he said
"i dont do that much your making me sound bad"i said
"oh i would never"he said sarcastically i got up
"and your mad now"he said
"nope just thirsty"i said
"wassup with you though fr Kehlani we're about to get married we cant keep doing this arguing"he said i sat the juice box down i felt my eyes water before tears dropped down my face i aint even meant to cry i just cant control it literally
"what happened kehlani"he said
"just tell me"he said
"Kaz im pregnant and i dont kno-"
"wait"he said
"you just said your pregnant"he said i nodded
"your lying to me come on kehlani"he said
"kaz im not i wish kaz cause i cant keep this baby"i said
"why"he said
"because i have too much going on"i said
"and what are those things"he said
"my dad my brothers your dad i cant stress over them and the baby"i said
"but are you thinking about yourself are you thinking about us"he said i wasn't thinking about us actually
"exactly your just ready to give everything up for everybody else and your not even thinking about your OWN fucking relationship and thats shit is fucking selfish Kehlani for real"he said leaving out and slamming the door
"how is th- im just gonna go to sleep"i said going to my room i slammed my door dont know why i laid down closing my eyes
