Kehlani's Pov Current Location: Her Apartment Atlanta, Ga 2:35am
I grabbed my bottle out the fridge going back to the room
"why are you up"kazimir said
"cant sleep"i said
"you not tired at all"he said i shook my head
"lets watch a movie then"he said turning over
"wasnt you just sleeping"i said
"yea but if your up and bored i can watch a movie with you until you go to sleep"he said moving the cover back i got in the bed and he put it over me he laid by my stomach im so close to having this baby im so ready i felt a small pop and the bed was wet we both looked at each other before he rushed up
"come on mama"he said grabbing my hand i got up and opened my eyes i looked around
"ah hell no"i said getting up
"im not fucking pregnant"i said that dream was clear and vivid even though im not having symptoms i just keep having back to back periods and when I looked it up they said it could mean implantation bleeding which happens when your pregnant i know its two in the morning but i need answers
so i slipped my slides on leaving out i went to the nearest cvs grabbing three pregnancy tests three different ones i left going back home i got undressed going to the bathroom i wanted to record my reaction for some reason i explained everything before actually taking the tests
I washed my hands and i had to wait i kept making jokes to keep from crying but it wasn't working my eyes kept watering i looked at the tests
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I couldn't even stop the tears
"bru"i said i went through maybe 5 emotions before i decided to call sucky she answered she was in her kitchen eating cereal fat ass she immediately put the bowl down once she seen my tears
"bitch whats wrong what happened"she said I couldn't even say anything i just showed her one of the tests her mouth dropped
"bitch i told you that wasn't no fucking flu and aint nobody finna have 3 periods thats just stupid"she said
"i dont think this is right these tests are never accurate I didn't even have symptoms"i said
"craving spongebob popsicles definitely sounds like a symptom to me and sometimes they dont come until later
"what am i gonna do suck i cant bring a baby into this im not ready i still didn't get my dad and them out of jail"i said
"KEHLANI"she yelled i jumped a little
"you lucky i love you got me waking my baby up and shit but your not thinking about yourself"she said
"i am"i said
"no the hell your not because if you was you would know that youve been wanting to be a mother and youve always wanted kids and you want them with Rackzz"she said
"I know but its not in my plans right now and- hold on he calling me"i said
"tell him"she said before the call hung up
"why you up"he said i cleared my throat i dont want him to know im crying
"i got up to get some water"i said
"oh you gone go back to sleep"he said something in me just snapped and I started going off on him he ended up hanging up in my face which made me even more mad i called sucky back
"did you tell him"she said
"no i went off on him just because he asked me if i was gonna go back to sleep cause i had work today"i said
"and their goes the mood swings"she said I started crying again
"i blew his shit for fucking nothing sucky now hes gonna be mad at me and fuck my life bro"i said
"dont make any dumb decisions without putting in thought"she said
"i already made up my mind"i said
"shouldn't you talk to rackzz about it first"she said
"no he doesn't have to know it would hurt him too much"is aid
"its gonna hurt you too lani talk to him first"she said
"im cool"i said hanging up i stayed home and cried myself to sleep all day literally all day
