Kehlani's Pov
Current Location: Lash Salon
Atlanta, Ga
1:12pm
"daddy"she said running to him its been months and weve kept our distance only time we talked/texted was strictly for kaziyah he bent down picking her up
"i missed you"she said
"i missed you too mami"he said
"tell daddy how many tantrums you had this morning"i said getting up and grabbing her bag
"why what happened"he said
"1.i told her we couldn't call you because it was 3 in the morning and you were sleeping 2. she got "stuck" in a sheet trying to help me wash mind you she was stepping on it 3.she couldn't read the book she was SITTING on 4.she got mad she couldn't open a cabinet she wasn't pulling from the right side then got more angrier when I opened it for her 5.didn't tell me she was hungry and just expected for me to read her mind 6.coco was sleeping and she didn't have anyone to play with 7.she didn't wanna take her nap and was cranky 8.we dont have anymore apple juice because I simply haven't went to the grocery store yet 9.she figured out her shadow now she has a woller 10.she thinks she's independent and didn't want my help then got frustrated when she couldn't do nothing on her and etcetera i think shes just having a bad day today and maybe she should go to sleep and start over"i said giving him her bag
"and she keeps saying im having another baby and she seriously gets upset over that she doesn't want another sibling yea she needs a nap"i said
"its time for a redo huh mami"he said
"yea so you enjoy ms thang"i said turning around ive had enough of her shes my daughter and all but i just need a break she's getting older and the only way she expresses her feelings is by crying so thats that
"what about you you pregnant"he said i laughed a little
"dont wish that on me"i said
"you fucking with somebody else"he said
"maybe"i said laughing
"are you"i said
"no too busy for that"he said
"and thats none of our business if we're fucking with somebody else"i said
"i know"he said
"she's sleeping get her to a bed"i said going back inside
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"what"i said
"she wont stop crying ive tried everything"he said i stepped in
"kaziyah mami whats wrong"she said I walked over picking her up she was screaming and in the process i seen her gums looked swollen so shes probably teething
"she's teething"i said
"as in growing teeth"he said
"no"i said
"can you not"he said i sat her down
"go get something"i said
"what am I supposed to get"he said
"i dont know Kazimir something to help her you'll see it"i said i wasn't trying to argue he grabbed his keys walking out i wiped her mouth
"your ok mami come on"i said going to the couch i let her latch on and I could feel her teeth but i had to push through for my baby kazimir came back she was already sleeping though i got up
"you put her to sleep"he said i nodded i looked in the bags putting some stuff in the freezer
"thank you"he said i nodded i grabbed my keys
"you dont wanna stay incase she wakes up"he said
"dont feel safe you know"i said he smacked his teeth
"what if she wakes up"he said
"your her father i gotta go"i said i had a date i was talking to this boy i had a feeling he was playing me but im just using him to get over Kazimir its semi working
Rackzz
Current Location: His Crib
Atlanta, Ga
8:58pm
"do you know if kehlanis talking to somebody else"i said
"i did eavesdrop on her and suckys conversation earlier and i heard her talking about going on a date tonight i dont know with who though"my brother said
"oh"i said swallowing the lump in my throat
"go talk to another bitch nigga there's plenty other fishes in the sea"he said i laughed
"i hate when people say that corny ass shit"i said
"you know im right though"he said i shook my head "there's plenty other fishes in the sea" i want that fish ion want no other goddamn fish I picked that fish and i fucked it up to say i put my hands on her she definitely is not acting like it besides the slick comment she made earlier shes holding conversation with me but hearing she was going on a date really made me feel some type of way because we were so close to everything and then it went down the drain
"she don't deserve you bro you need to open your eyes and see that she done trapped yo ass already you got out dont go back"he said
"yea"i said
"ima have to call you back though ziy waking up"i lied
"alright bro bro"he said i ended the call running my hand down my face shes really moving on i cant just let her go like that im captivated by her and i cant just let her go she holds a thing over me that NO OTHER girl has i cant just stop talking to her like that
she makes me feel good in all ways when she talks to me im happy when we're having sex im happy when shes near me im happy when i know ima see her im happy i cant just let her go shes my only happiness this music shit i cant even see myself doing it without her
literally and its crazy that i put my hands on my happiness infront of our daughter i never put my hands on females i dont know what happened she just kept accusing and yelling and wasn't tryna sit and talk that i snapped on her and if i ever get another chance with her ima get my shit together
