Kehlani's Pov
Age Change: 21,20,1
Current Location: Her Apartment
Atlanta, Ga
8:27am
I rolled over i felt arms on me i furrowed my eyebrows i don't remember letting anybody come over I looked down i was naked i seen the hands i immediately knew who it was
"why are you in my bed nah why are you in my house"i said he laughed under his breath
"you let me in here dont act surprised"he said
"i don't remember that why dont i have clothes on and get your hands off me nigga"i said he backed up I turned around covering myself with my blanket I looked at him he had his eyes closed I examined his neck which had hickeys on it if he has hickeys did we have sex he opened his eyes I looked up at the sky he grabbed my face i slapped his hand
"please dont touch me"i said
"i just wanna know why your in my house in my bed comfortably like what the fuck"i said
"well since you don't remember anything"he said
"and dont"i said
"last night i texted you i said leave the door open im on my way you said alright i was like shes not mad at me right now so i came over i helped you take of them stupid ass boots and we were having a regular conversation I started pushing up on you and you kissed me so"
"we had sex"we said in sync
"yep"he said i nodded
"why would you do that if you know that we're not supposed to be around each other"i said
"you the one that let me in"he said
"i was drunk you know that"i said
"the way you was talking didn't seem like it"he said
"how-nevermind that doesn't matter why would you text knowing we're not supposed to talk to each other"i said
"because i wanted you"he said
"thats not the point bro"i said
"kehlani you were drunk the other day but somehow you was sober enough to try and divorce me now this you know you wanted me and its a mutual thing"he said
"you we're barely drunk"he said
"we cant be around each other"i said
"why"he said
"because"i said
"because what"he said getting up
"just because"i said i dont have a real reason
"you can't control yourself around me"he said
"thats you apparently you can't control your anger either"i said
"that was one time kehlani"he said
"I dont care kazimir i dont care you still did it and infront of our daughter i dont think your seeing the problem"i said
"i do im sorry"he said
"you say that all the time kazimir then we're back to the same arguments and shit maybe we're just not good together"i said
"how do i know your not gonna do that shit again see we're just all over the place why cant we just let it be"i said
"i cant not be around you kehlani you act like its so easy for me to just stop everything and let you go i cant do that you have something over me and its not just that easy to go talk to other girls they dont know me like you do so of course im not gonna let it be you make me happy its just you"he said
"see thats the problem you dont love me you just like the feeling"i said
"the fuck"he said
"i do love you and you know that but you cant open up to me like we've been together for this long why cant you just let yourself be"he said
"you know what i did was a mistake you dont like to talk to me and the yelling and screaming wasn't helping you know i never put my hands on you before that was my first time and i fucking regret it with everything you didn't have to lie for me hut you did you could have ended my whole life but you didn't so you know theres still something there"he said i sighed
"i just want us to love each other kehlani"he said
"if we do this kazimir we're going to couples therapy and we'll go from there"i said
"ill do whatever"he said
