Junoon Aur Sukoon

Withdrawal Syndrome

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Next day Hm left for airport at 9 in the morning as she has the flight on 12 pm. The whole time only one thing was going on her mind that was Ks. On whole journey she was praying to God to atleast for once she wants to see Ks. Seems like god listened to her.

Here Ks was now more composed than yesterday. She returned to her old self who could hide her inner turmoil behind a stern face and loads of anger. But somewhere in her heart she wanted to see Hm before she leave. Its true even if she doesn't accept that. And just then she heard the trio talking to maddam sir before her departure. The phone was on speaker so she was able to hear the full conversation and from that she got to know about Hm flight details. After some time she is standing in front of airport. It was a mystery to her too that how she is here, seems like her hands and legs are not under her control anymore. Someone else having more control over them.

'Unse rishta rooh se rooh ka,
Mann gawahi na de to kya kehna
Uski muskurahat se meri muskurahat hai
Ab honth mann ki na sune to kya kehna'

Now the question was, should she go inside or not. Even if she went what will she say to her maddam sir, why she is here. After some time of thinking, she finally went inside.

( Ps: I don't know about security checking process or how much time before passenger has to board the flight, so if i write anything wrong, then ignore that )

Ks searched the whole airport for Hm but she was not able to find her, now she was standing in middle of airport, just then the announcement happened and she walked towards the place from where passengers had to go for the flight. There she saw Hm in the row, she wanted to call her but words were not coming out of her mouth. May be Hm felt the presence of Ks or may be god wanted to fulfill her wish, So she turned and saw Ks. They had a eye contact for sometime, there were thousands of things they wanted to say to each other but the place was not right. The eye contact also doesn't last for long as Hm was in que and people from behind was pushing her to move ahead and she was walking slowly maintaining the eye contact with Ks but soon it was a turn in her way and she had to turn and finally she was away from Ks sight. Here Ks was confused about what was more painful, thought of her going away or actually seeing her moving away from her sight. She stood there for some time motion less in her own thoughts, then someone collided with her breaking her trance and then she moved out of airport and headed towards mpt.

Ks Pov

Sudden news of her going away was made me restless but now it doesn't affects me and why would it. This is not the first time it happened to me, i am used to it. Yeah there was some difference, first she was just a senior we doesn't had any other relation, secondly this time i know why she left and where is going and i Know she will be back in some time. With these thoughts she was riding the bike, she was trying to lie to herself to pacify herself but her heart and her mind were not in sync, her heart knew the reality which she was not ready to accept, which she was trying to avoid.

Hm pov

Thank god i am able to see her for once, now i will be able to do my work peacefully. Yeah i was able to see the pain on her face and i was cursing myself for being the reason of that pain. But somewhere i am happy that she came, no matter how much she tries to be professional with me, there is a unsaid bond between us and now its confirm. Once i am done with this case i am definitely going to talk to her. With a smile she was thinking all that and soon she dozed off as she didn't slept properly in night and the reason u all know that.

1 week passed, after Hm left. But not normally, Ks tried a lot to convince her mind that Hm presence and Hm absence is not affecting her but she was not able to and because of that she was hell angry, she was not sure about what was the reason. May be Hm was not there, her aura was not there that's why she was behaving this way or maybe she was angry on herself as she had promised herself that she will not let anyone to affect her but Hm was affecting her in ways she doesn't thought of. Maybe she was angry that she was not able to keep her promise. Doesn't matter what was the reason but this withdrawal Syndrome was not only affecting her, it was affecting the whole city. Yeah seems like Hm's presence was a drug to her which right now she is not able to get and this withdrawal Syndrome was making her more furious. Ks was back to what she was behaving before Hm's entry in her life but this time the anger was 10x more exaggerated. No one in the city, especially in her surrounding could predict when they can experience the bhaukal or i say ati prachand bhaukal of  Ks. She had already warned pushpaji to stay away from her, that's why pji was also not able to say anything and other than her there was no one in the world who can calm her down except one who was in Mumbai, who was the reason behind all this. In all this, one thing that no one noticed in whole week except Hm was that whenever she used to call in mpt and asked about Ks, she only used to hear that she was there only, and left a second ago, it seems like she(ks) was avoiding her. But why, they haven't talked for one week then what had Hm done for that Ks is ignoring her but what can she do by sitting in Mumbai so she just brushed her thought. But the reality was Ks was not just avoiding Hm but every conversation that includes Hm may be even her name.