Junoon Aur Sukoon

Amma

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Ks PoV

Right now we are in cab, pji is also coming with us as we are going home and she(Hm) is holding my hand. I will never be able to express how happy and contented i am feeling right now, feeling like i am on 9th sky, still thinking about the moment she suddenly pulled me and kept her lips on mine giving goosebumps all over my body just like it gave me first time. I never thought i would be able to feel her lips and the temptation to touch her, feel her, be so close to her will be filled this way.  Yesterday was damn of a eventful day of my life, firstly her coming so close to me, then seeing her get hit by the truck in front of me, it felt like the world stopped there and seeing her condition i felt like my lungs refused to accept oxygen and i am sure if something would have happened to her, my body would have definitely gave up the will of living but one thing is for sure that she is more stubborn than me and i finally bowed down in front of her stubborness and confessed. Yeah i promised myself that i will not because i know this society will never accept us, and i don't want her to go through any humiliation but the accident made me realise that she has the right to know the reason behind all this and i did told her but i never thought her reaction would be like this, but what she told me after i confessed was something my ears wanted to hear for decades that someone is with me, that there is someone who will stand by me and i hugged her like letting my heart and mind realise that nothing happened to her, that she is with me, my calming factor actually calming me at that time. Then she broke the hug and our eyes met and i am sure her eyes cast some spell on me, when i look at her everything else just disappears and then my gaze shifted to her lips, and this time i don't wanted to hold back myself, this time i wanted my desire, my temptation to take over my senses and i started leaning forward as if her soft beautiful pink lips were like magnet that were attracting me towards them and her mole everytime i see that my lips just wanted to suck them like there's no tomorrow, as i was getting close to her my breathing started getting heavy and there's was tingly sensation i was feeling in my stomach, the effect, the sensation i was feeling at that moment was something i don't know if heaven could gave me and then our lips met, it felt like i am complete now, like now i don't want anything else in this world, i got my world in front of me, like that's what i ever wanted or needed in my life, our lips were moving in sync and suddenly she pulled me towards her, and i felt whole zoo in my stomach, then i forget everything around me and started devouring on her lips, sucking them compensating for all the time i stopped myself from feeling them, ahhh! I could just kiss them and suck them for my entire life but i think she needed oxygen too which i completely forget as only thing i remember was feeding on her lips as this is the only thing i needed to survive, so she tapped my shoulder and i immediately left her coming back to my senses, i said sorry embarrassingly and i hope i didn't hurt her much. Then a nurse came and i went for discharge formalities.

Now i don't know whats kept in future for me or for her or for us but right now i am at peace as finally i am doing what my heart wanted for so long, that to be with her. We reached our apartment and now i am helping her in settling in bed in my room as she had fracture in her leg so she can't move easily so i want to be around her incase if she needs anything. As she was properly settled in bed, pji started moving towards exit and i stopped her, now its time to tell the truth, "amma",

she turned towards me and replied with blank expression, "hn",

"apko kuch puchana hai humse",

"apko kuch batana hai hume" she replied in same tone,

i smiled and moved towards her and took her hand, take her to the couch and made her sit there and i stood on my knees in front of her holding her hand. "Apko pta hai ki hum aur maddam sir ek dusre se pyar krte hai"