Junoon Aur Sukoon

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At night

Ks PoV

Its 8 in night, we had our lunch in noon and again got busy in work. I was moving towards kitchen to prepare dinner just then door bell rang. So i moved towards door, i opened it and saw puspaji and Santu. I think they came to meet Hm, i welcomed them and gave them space to move in, Hm also came out of her room maybe because of sudden commotion. I asked them to sit and went to bring water. I served them then sat on one of the sofa. They were talking about her health and i was waiting for Hm to tell them about the transfer but she was behaving like nothing happened and also she is normal or i say more happy than normal from the time i see her after breakfast. After a little chit chat they started saying they have to go and Hm was denying that, i also joined her and insisted them to have dinner with us. They finally agreed and i moved towards kitchen for preparation and Hm also came behind me smiling. Should i say she is acting a little weird. I don't know if she is smiling because she is happy or am i looking funny. Whatever i am happy that she is happy. She brought the vegetables from fridge and kept it on platform. I moved towards her and put my hand on her forehead to check the temperature then i looked at her face and realised our proximity. She was looking at me intensely. The second our eyes met i immediately backed of and said, ' sorry, wo hum bas fever check kr rhe the', you know i have always remained cautious with her that she doesn't feel uncomfortable around me or my any action or touch doesn't make her feel that. I don't know she like girls and i even don't know what she thinks about Homosexuality. What if she feel uncomfortable or disgusted so i always maintain a proper distance. Anyways she replied breaking my trance, ' or kaisa hai hamara fever', ' thik.. thik hai pehle se ' i fumbled i don't know why but i am feeling something different with her way of talking, i don't know maybe i am thinking to much but to divert the situation i asked, ' kya baat hai subah tak apka chehra utra hua tha aur ab itni badi smile', ' kyuki hum bahut khush hai' she said showing her cute dimples. I can't do anything i just smiled seeing her and asked again, ' aur iss khusi ki wajah', 'aap' , ' ji? ' i asked her maybe i heard something wrong. ' aap... Pehle aap bataiye apke bare me' she said correcting herself.'hum ka bataye apne bare me, hum to jaise the waise hi hai', 'dekhiye hum apse jab bhi apki life ke bare me kuch puchte hai aap baate ghuma deti hai' she said complaining like a kid. 'are to hamari life me kuch batane layak hai hi nhi to kya bataye' i replied shrugging my shoulders as its true what's the point of telling miseries of ur life to others to make them pity on you. I don't like someone looking at me with pityful eyes so i don't tell anyone about my life but seems like she wants to play KBC tonight that also without giving me the option to quit. So she asked again, 'thik hai phir hum wahi sawal wapas puchte hai aap apne husband se pyar krti hai' , 'apko kahe jane hai ki hum apne patidev se pyar krte hai ya nhi', i asked her so that i don't have to answer her but hearing the question her expression seems like she has been caught off-guard, but soon she composed herself and replied with her in built confidence. 'dekhiye aap phir se baat ghuma rhi hai', she again complained. And now i was irritated with her curiosity about my married life so i rudely said, maddam sir apko nhi batana to saaf saaf mana kr dijiye na kahe hamare dimag ka churan kr rhi hai' she opened her mouth to say something but i cut her off, 'hume khana banane pe dhyan dena chahiye, wo log bahr intezar kr rhe hai' and her expression says that she felt bad but what can i do, i can't say lie to her and i don't to tell her the truth and also when puspaji is in the house, never. And because of that the whole dinner was made in silence and now we are settled in dinning table. I served all of them and Hm was not even looking at me. I wanted to cheer her up but before that she have to answer some questions which she didn't answered me but now she had to in front of puspaji and Santu.

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Ks: maddam sir apko puspaji aur Santu ko kuch batana hai