Junoon Aur Sukoon

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Its 12 midnight, i was waiting for her, she doesn't even reach thana after our argument. i thought she will come back after some time but there's no sign of her. And i am not having good gut feeling but why, the danger is gone, the case is over then why am i having this feeling but i can't ignore it too so i called Cc to ask if she was in thana but he also denied then i called Ss to trace her number because now i can't sit in home. I have to find her, soon Ss sent me the location it was showing a highway and also not moving fast but what the hell she is doing on the highway at this time, only she can answer so i rushed towards my bike and in 15-20 minutes i was on highway then i started looking for her while slowly riding the bike and here she was walking on footpath but why is she walking, she have the jeep and before that where the hell she is going. Ahh! This girl will make me mad one day. Then i quickly parked the bike at side and went towards her.

Soon i reached to her and turned her by holding her hand and the scene i saw felt like someone squeezed my heart ruthlessly. Her eyes were red and puffy maybe because of excessive crying and that also because of me, there were dried mark of tears on her cheeks and a sarcastic sad grin on her lips maybe because of seeing the person in front of her who is responsible for all this, she jerked my hand and asked, "aap yaha kya kr rhi hai","ye sawal hume puchana chahiye aap itni raat ko yaha wo bhi paidal kya kr rhi hai" i asked scoldingly, " aapse dur ja rhe hai" she said blankly and truly saying her way of talking was making me scared for her, " mtlb" i asked her in confusion, "apne kaha tha ki hamara picha chod dijiye to ja rhe hai apse dur" again she said scaring me more, i can't comprehend what's going on in her mind but i am not feeling something nice, "amma ka bakwas kr rhi hai, aur hamari baato ka kuch bhi mtlb mat nikaliya" i shouted, " to apki kis baat ka mtlb nikale, hn apki aankhe jo kehti hai uska mtlb nikale ya aap jo nashe me kehti hai uska mtlb nikale ya phir jo aap pure hosho hawash me kehti hai uska mtlb nikale bataiye","ye kya keh rhi hai aap, ek to pehle aap garh chaliye, waha jake baat karenge" i forward my hand to hold her but she moved back and said, " hume kahi nhi jana"," kahi nhi jana mtlb, maddam sir... " She cut me off, " karishma Singh hum akhiri baat puchte hai kya aap humse pyar krti hai" she seemed determine in tone, "amma ye kya bachpana hai, maddam sir hum viniti krte hai plz garh chaliye" i again requested, "hn ya na"," maddam sir... hum.. wo.. " and before i could complete she started stepping back towards the middle of road and i panicked seeing that, " madd.. maddam sir ka... ka kr rhi.. hai... aap" i said moving forward trying to hold her but she showed her palm to stop me and said, "hn ya na" and i was saying things to stop her and she was repeating the same again and again and i was looking here and there to think what to do and before i could do or say something, she reached middle of road and i took a step towards her, a truck came in full speed and hit her, i screamed in reflex, "maddaaaammmm sirrrrrrrrrr" and she fell in river under the highway, i jumped with her and luckily fall near her, i grapped her by waist and took her out of river, she was unconscious maybe even before falling down that's why she was not trying to swim. Some people called the ambulance and i was trying to wake her up tapping her face while tears were flowing from my eyes, i don't want to loose her too, i was panicking and constantly calling her and shaking her but she was not responding, people around me tried to calm me down but felt like i was not able to listen or think anything, soon ambulance arrived and we reached hospital and they took her in OT, pji called me and i told her about accident and i was crying, i think first time she heard me cry that's why she also started panicking and soon she reached with Ss and Cc to hospital.

Its been two hours, i stopped crying, my tears got dried and i was looking blankly at the OT, i wanted to scream and shout on the person who wrote my fate, what bad did i did to him that he wrote it like that, why he make everyone leave whom i love and also i was praying to him to save her, if something will happen to her i will not be able to live, i will end myself, my body got numb i was not able to feel anything or even hear what pji was saying. But seems like first time in life he listened to him, the doctor came out and we rushed towards him and he said, "she is out of danger, because of the hit her left leg is fractured but she will be completely fine in 3 months and also maybe she was unconscious before falling so you took her out in right time otherwise it would have been difficult for us to save her if water would be filled in her lungs, so good job, she will regain consciousness in 2-3 hours" he said with a smile and left, we all took a deep breath. Pji was looking at me, i think she knew what all happening between me and maddam sir but she never said or asked anything, i don't know why but maybe the time has come to tell her the truth but before that i have to confront someone who is inside the room sleeping after giving me a near to death experience.