Junoon Aur Sukoon

Obsession

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Hm POV

Its been two weeks since my birthday, the day when finally krishu opened up to me, the day when she finally let herself be vulnerable in front of someone, i know she is not a kind of very emotional person but i also know that she feels things deeply and feels deeply gets hurt deeply too.

Every time she mentioned about people leaving her, especially the suicide her grips around me tightened and i can easily know that these events literally effected her mind a lot in teenage and she respond to them in a way she shouldn't, she ignored the sufferings, she neglected her thoughts because of that, these incidents never left her brain and they shows up when she feels something similar, and what she really have to do now is feel everything for once and then let them go, and i will make sure that she shouldn't carry her past baggage in present and in future.

Yeah i would be lying if I'll say that i don't felt somewhere uneasy or bad by the mere mention of krishu loving someone else even it was past, and i am complaining to god that why i hadn't meet her before, i know its childish but yup I'll to behave childish when its about her, and i am complaining that her first kiss was not with me, that why when she first time felt love was not because of me, and also the fact that if i had be there, she hadn't had to suffer this much atleast from her college time.

A tear had escaped her eyes that day after she finished, i had felt something wet on my top but as i tried to lift her face up she tightened her grip around me, snuggling more into me, and i can't explain how many butterflies i felt at that time and soon she fell asleep while hugging me tightly. Huhh that feeling of her being so close to me, i don't know even heaven will ever felt like that, i had been in relationship before but right now if what i feel for krishu is love than all before that was nothing and if that was what people call love than what i feel for krishu is a million more times than love, she is something else. She does things to me that i never thought i would ever experience, if its saying falling head over heels for her, or saying i am getting mad in love. SHO Haseena Mallik who is known for being mature and rational in every situation is getting obsessive and immature in my love and for a fact i know this is not something good, obsession over anything can never be good not even love.

Ohh sorry sorry, i forgot to mention today i am joining my duty again, my leg is working fine and right now i am on my way to headquarter to report to dsp sir and Krishu left for mpt she said there's something important. And also Ammi is coming next week and now i have to shift back to my house, i don't want to live without krishu, as its been months i am living with her and i surely had built a habit of her always being around me and that's gonna bother me now, i know krishu will also not like it but until i wouldn't tell ammi about us, i can live in her house without any reason which also reminds me that i have to tell ammi and i don't know how she's gonna react, i just hope she understands us.

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Around lunch time, Hm just came from hq and was standing in middle of the hall of mpt and was having some conversation with the trio about thana and cases after receiving a grand welcome at the entrance with decoration, aarti, bouquet and dhol wale in the background. Just than a man came running and directly knelt down in front of Hm grabbing Hm feet and blabbering, "plz plz hume bacha lijiye hume maaf kr dijiye plz aage se aesa kuch bhi nhi karenge plz hume bacha lijiye.... " for a second everyone including Hm was not able to comprehend what was happening but then Hm made the man stand and they also gasped seeing his condition which was not very good, his forehead was bleeding and there was blood on corner of his lips and many red and purple marks can be seen on his bare skin and anyone could tell that there will many more on his body seeing his and his clothes condition but the question question was how, although this rose Hm anger a lot that how can someone beat a person like this.