Junoon Aur Sukoon

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Ks PoV

I came back home at night, in the station i haven't told anyone about her transfer. I mean she had her own bond with everyone and she should inform and gave them the reason behind it but i have told them about fever and may be they will come tomorrow to meet her. As i entered in hall i heard some noise from kitchen so i went there. What should i do with this girl, she had high fever in noon and now she is preparing dinner, ughh!, ' maddam sir aap yaha kya kr rhi hai', 'karishma singh hum dinner bana rhe hai, samne dikh to rha hai' she said without looking at me. ' kahe bana rhi hai, apko abhi dupher me fever tha aur aap aaram krne ki jagah ye kr rhi hai' i asked in a stern tone. ' are hum abhi thik hai aur humne socha aap aayengi thana se to thak gyi hongi isliye bana dete hai', 'aur jab aap chali jayengi tab' i asked in hope that she will say something atleast tell me the reason but she didn't, i asked again 'boliye na maddam sir' , 'karishma singh jab tak hai bana dete hai waise bhi hamare aane se pehle bhi to aap akele reh rhi thi' she said not meeting my eyes.' isiliye to keh rhe hai apni aadat mat lagaiye hume, ab jaiye ja kr aaram kariye hum bana lenge' i said a bit rudely, ' per... ' she tried to say something but i cut her off 'humne kaha na plz jaiye yaha se' i again said rudely may be the hurt i felt with the news of her transfer i was not able to hide anymore. She went from there, after some time dinner got prepared so i knocked at her room door but the door was open and she was sleeping, i went near her and checked the temperature and with that she woke up. The temperature was not very high but fever was still there so i told her to fresh up meanwhile i will bring the dinner in her room, she insisted to have it on dinning table but i denied. Then i brought the dinner and placed in front of her, she asked me to also have dinner, i told her i will have later and she took a morsel and forwarded her hand towards me. I wanted to deny but seeing her innocent face i was not able to, so i had it by her hand and i think the taste just got 10x better with her hand, a small smile appeared on her lips and although i was upset with her but i was not able to stop myself from smiling seeing her smile. We had our dinner, me constantly looking at her face to find the reason and she was looking here and there except me. Then i gave her medicine and she laid down on bed and i came out of her room. Then i washed the plates and went to my room for some work of station and it took two hours, it was 12pm so i thought to check her room once if she needs anything. So i went there and saw her sleeping peacefully maybe because of medicine and unknowingly i started stepping in and sat on other side of bed just staring at her face. I just wonder no matter how many times or for how much hours i see her i never get enough of her, everytime i find something new i think missed earlier. I am sure god had put all his creativity in making her, i mean seriously how can someone be so beautiful yet innocent yet cute yet hot also so smart and humble, she doesn't have a ounce of arrogance in her even after being the best. She is kind to everyone, she empathises even with strangers. I think it will take whole night and i will still be not able to express how good of a person she is and it will take a eternity for me to express what i feel for her. I was thinking all this and she just turned towards me and wrapped her arm around my waist. I was baffled with this sudden motion but before i could do something she just tightened her grip, i felt thousands of butterflies in my stomach in that second. I mean someone u love so much is this close to you how would it feel but i composed myself and I tried to free myself without disturbing her sleep but its of no use so i just gave up and sleep like that resting my back on bed rest.

At 5 i woke up as its been a habit so i get awake without alarm and i saw the the most beautiful face of earth in my lap. She was sleeping hugging my waist and kept her head in my lap. Her hairs were little messed up and she had a cute pout. Ahh! I could just see her for my whole life but but i have to control myself and leave from there before her sleep got broke. So i gently hold her head and placed it on the pillow and there i was so close to her face and this extreme urge to feel her, to feel her through my lips, to taste her pink soft lips, which right now is formed into a cute pout and that mole, that just makes me insan . Only god knows how i controlled myself and after checking her temperature i kissed her forehead with all the love i have for her as i don't if ever again i will have this opportunity, then covered her properly and left for studio.