can i be straightfoward ?
i wish i never met you .
i question myself who was that person
that person who fell in love
cause how can i be that person ?
the one who falls in love
with a bum who's goal was to make me numb ?
and that wasn't me
that person u met
that person who went batshit crazy
over someone who disrespected me
my mind goes blank every time
i see you yell at me
while i weep, my ugly cries
call me a bitch
again, one more time
and off i go
while my minds switch
into someone u don't know
if i'm honest
i don't know who is she either
maybe it was a version of u
that bum who made me blue
i don't know why i do that
maybe it's a part of who i am
but my mind would take control
so if u hurt me once
i'll hurt you more
as i watch u make me bleed
i take notes
and find ways to make u feel me
so hurt and cry
say that i'm crazy
and that u wish that i'd die
and it's not fair
not fair to switch up my mind
as i begin to feel guilty
once i go back into my own life
how did i turn into you ?
why did i hurt you ?
but you hurt me ?
and i needed that energy out of my sleeve
out of my skin
out of my body
all part of you took over me
inside and out
i became a person that you wish to live without
i became you.
so that wasn't me .
that was you .
& i pity you
because poor u can't be with someone
who's exactly like you .
