how can I even start
what can I say
how I want all this feeling inside me
to go away?
I feel lost
but at the same time, I'm not
I know what I'm feeling
and it's a shame that I know
I hope that you will still be with me
and never let me go
I can't control how I feel
I can't control what I crave
the taste of affection
oh how I wish it could fade
away from me
away from you
but in my head
all I see is me and you
why do I feel this way towards you
is it cause of the way you make me move?
I wanna stand closer to you
I want to make you mine
but how can I make you mine
when a different girl is on your mind?
just like what Clairo said
I feel like I've known you for so long
without you I don't feel strong
I can't control how I feel
I can't control what I crave
the taste of sweetness
oh how I wish it would stay
closer to me
closer to you
cause in my head
all I crave is me and you
I dreamt about the way you held my hand
and told me that everything would be okay
it felt like we were in our own land
just us 2 no one to guide us both
felt that everything is going to be okay
if we just stay on the low
I dreamt about how you became mine
your arms intertwined with mine
I wanted these dreams to be a sign
that one day you will be mine
that one day me falling for you wouldn't feel so much like a crime
I lay in bed thinking about you all night
wishing that I can move from this constant fright
of me falling for you
and you not catching me
leaving me in the blue
but what can I do
someone else is on your mind
and there's nothing I can do
but to sit feeling lonely and blue
I can't control how I feel
I can't control what I crave
the taste of your hugs
oh how I wish I can hold onto you forever
but I can't do that anymore
I need to move on
so I won't get hurt and lonely sitting alone at the door
waiting for you
waiting for a response
I need to stop waiting
so I can move on
