a year has gone by
but nothing change
just a different guy
a wolf in sheep's clothing
i thought i was happy
i thought i was fine
but you became exactly like him
in a matter of time
i trusted you
i loved you more
i fell for your lies
i fell for that fake soul
i knew i was right not to believe you
but i still stayed and wanted to see right through you
but when i did
all i saw was black
an empty heart
who'd stab me in the back
i feel crazy
i feel so dumb
how can you do this to me?
how can you do me so wrong?
what hurts the most is that i still love you
what hurts the most is that i ended up the fool
the fool who fell for you
the fool who just wanted love
you're just like the others
and i'll never feel enough
i wish you can understand how i felt
when i saw the betrayal
it hurt like hell
you made me insecure
you made me weak
you made me feel like i shouldn't eat
if i were skinner
or maybe thinner
you would look at me more
and maybe love me like i asked for
i'm so lost in myself
i cant even live
i don't want to move
i have no desire to give
no more love
no more compassion
just numb and pain
is all i can take
