The Trouble With

Preview The Trouble With Us

Chapter 1....on the verge

Here I was on the verge of starting my new life.

It had been a month and a half since I moved out of Wills and I felt in powered and independent. I was back in the drivers seat of my own destiny and I loved it. Pedal down flooring it all the way. Things had worked out the way they should have. Everything was copacetic and had settled into a natural flow.

The twins had come home from the hospital a few weeks after the girls and I had moved into the house. Surprisingly enough Will and I were doing reasonably well with the co parenting. One week they would stay with me for four days and Will for three. The fallowing week I had the three days and Will the four. We had hired a nanny and she travelled back and forth with the twins so we could both still work full time.

I was surprised but glad when Will had even offered to take the girls on a few of the weekends. Will may have all but cut me out of his life but at least he hadn't done that with Kayla or Regan. Weather it be for the best or worst I hadn't seen Will since the last day at the hospital. One of his henchman usually drove them back and forth.

Now your probably thinking I am rather calm about everything now. In truth I'm not. In fact I'm far from fine. Thoughts of Will still rattle and roll through my head constantly. I miss and long for him in the quiet of the night. Sometimes it's heart retching to look at the twins and see so much of Will in them.

The thing of it is you can't make someone like you no matter how hard you wish it. Will had made it perfectly clear by his actions or lack there of that he had absolutely no interest in me. There was nothing more I could say or do to change that fact. Besides I had heard the whispers from friends behind my back that I was never meant to hear. Will had not only hooked up with both of those nurses but he didn't stop there. He was fully back and playing the field