Chapter 28

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Nubbie;

"Nubbie, Nubbie!" I heard small knocks outside my dressing room, "you okay?" It was my manager she was concerned about me but she was also more concern about me getting ready for the show with me and Yoonji. How can I go onto a stage when my heart is breaking? Friends? He really called what we had a friendship! If that were the case then it should have been friends with benefits. I slammed my make up brush down. I was so angry at the fact of it all.

"Trouble in paradise?" I heard her say.

I looked up in the mirror to see Terra standing by the door with a smirk on her face and Jenna beside her. I pushed past them both. "You know he is bad news, he is just going to hurt you," she called after me. I rolled my eyes and kept walking now trying to give her the satisfaction of seeing me waver. I didn't even know why she was here on this tour. It was strictly for all famous rappers around the world.  Once Yoonji, Hana, and I stepped on stage we saw our fans and everyone was screaming. It was nice to be on stage again.

"Welcome to the hip hop world tour: rappers of our generation!" The announcer yelled.

It happened so fast as he called different groups and introduced each one I didn't remember too many names due to me being occupied by anger. Before I knew it our group was next. They had Yoonji seating down due to her pregnancy. It went well. We rapped our old songs and some new ones from solos. I was closing the show this night so the last song I was singing was Tokyo. It remind me of him.

A/n: she was the closest to Namjoon's soothing energy when singing this song.

When the lights went off and the curtains closed a few tears fell from my eyes. Yoonji and Hana without words knew something was wrong. They walked over to me and pulled me in a hug. They were the only other ones who didn't betray our sisterhood and me. I let my body relax in their arms.

"It's okay Nubbie," Yoonji said.

We walked off the stage like that and changed out into normal clothes. Yoonji invited all of us to her home to drink and eat, granted she couldn't drink herself. It was the first time for her that she was inviting people over in a while. We all agreed.

"No invite for us Unnie?" I heard Terra's venomous voice called.

"Why would I invite two rats to a party?" Yoonji shot back.

"Oh, so hurtful," Terra mocked.

"Go home now, you weren't invited here!" I shouted.

Terra stalked her way over to me and grinned stupidly in my face. She brushed my hair off my shoulder. She looked at my neck and back up to my eyes. "Never took you for one to play with someone's leftovers," she whispered in my ear.

I pushed her back making her fall out of the dressing room.

"Don't fucking call him that! After every thing you put him through you fucking disgusting snake!" I screamed at her as Yoonji and Hana held me back.

"Come on Nubbie," they said as the ushered me away before security could come.

I looked back at her seeing her smirk still as Jenna and a security guard helped her up off the ground. That fucking smile of hers. I would give anything to wipe it off her face. Hana drove us to Yoonji place seeing as Yoonji couldn't and she said I was too emotionally heated to drive and felt I would back up and kill Terra with the car if I saw her. It wasn't far from the truth, I was angry...no more than angry I was furious that she act like Devin was some toy she could dangle in my face.

Even back then she knew I was in love with him. I hadn't even knew he was writing her letters until he showed up one day with red roses at our dressing room and asked her to be his girlfriend. The pain in my heart was intangible. "Nubbie," Yoonji called softly.

"What's wrong? You okay?" I asked, going into caution mode. I checked over her to make sure the baby was okay even going as far to feel her stomach for movement. She swap my hand away and called my name again.

"Nubbie, what is going on with you and Devin?" She asked.

"Nothing we're just friends," I said as I turned away.

"It's not nothing, the way you attacked Terra and that song you haven't sung that  song in years, not after-"

"It's nothing Yoonji, please drop it,"

She went silent she nodded her head and turned to look out the window. Only occasionally giving Hana directions when needed. I am supposed to be the strong one. I am not suppose to crumble or let anyone get me out of character. So why was my mask falling off? Why was I so sensitive and protective of Devin? Was I really willing to go against my sister for him?

I knew I had to be breaking some form of girl code. When we arrived at Yoonji's I helped her out of the car. Once inside her home she turned the TV on and the first thing popped up was news anchors.

"Well I will say Tom that tonight is the night that kicked off the first day of Hip Hop world tour: Rappers of this generation. The bangtan girls do not disappoint. And was that a baby bump from Yoonji?" I said.

"Congratulations to her I hope it all goes well!" The lady news anchor said.

"Speaking of Bangtan girl Wendy I heard Jenny is getting married!" Tom announced.

"Since when?" I asked.

"What the fuck?" Hana said.

Yoonji was already calling Pip's number along with Jenny. When was she going to tell us she was getting married and to who?

Jenny aka Jungkook character getting married. Do you think Jungkook would do something like that in real life? So when was the first time Nubbie sung that song and for who? ~TB

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