Terra;
Three months after Divorce;
"Take a picture with me!" Jenna exclaim loudly as she push her phone in Terra's view.
"Can you not be irritating for once in your life Jenna? And annoying?" I said irritated.
"You're just a sour puss because you lost to Nubbie in two ways in one night," she frowned.
"Say that shit again and see which one of us will be walking back home," I threaten as I hit her in the arm.
She pouted and rubbed her arm. She continued to scroll down her insta star feed as she talk to her fans. "No fucking way," she shouted.
"Jenna, I swear to God people are looking," I warned.
"Sorry but look at this," she said as she turn the screen to me.
When he loves me I feel like I'm floating Dubbie 💜
"What the actually fuck?" I said angrily.
That fucking whore. That bitch knew what she was doing when she brought Devin to the billboards award. She knew he was mine. She knew we had just broken up and here she is flaunting him. How long was she planning to swoop in and take him from me? My blood boil at her being so conniving. "Jenna I think we can take that picture now," I said.
Still second best. Always a snake in the grass. Have to cut your head off now. 🐍 #Besties #loved #haters gonna hate #wish you had this life and my next #ex #frienemiesThat would show her. I knew this was going to be big on social media but I didn't care. She had no right, hell she broke all girl codes in that moment. Nubbie was a snake and I couldn't wait until her actions took a toll on her. When we broke up as a group a long time ago I thought of her as an older sister I couldn't live without, but now she is the enemy.
Devin may not know it because he is so naive but she is using him. She will break his heart as soon as she is through with him. This little social media post is proof she doesn't give a damn about him. She is just a cloud chaser. I was in love with Devin first and this divorce didn't change those feelings. I tried to make myself believe I could cut them off but I couldn't.
He seemed so happy in the other pictures she posted with him. He would smile and laugh in videos with her too. We never did that in our marriage. It was like sleeping with a roommate more than husband and wife situation. He was my first love and I was his so how did it all just fall apart? I promised myself I would never leave him ever, but yet here we are.
Tears formed in my eyes as I remember the day he asked me to marry him. I told him through song "why are you trying to be something your not?" It was easy to say that. I didn't know how much it had affected him until he asked for a divorce. He said those same words to me in vain when I asked him "why would you wanna leave me? I am your wife? Am I not?"
Nothing could change how this ended. Jack was there and he gave me the strength to move on from this slowly. He picked me up when I would fall down (literally) in tears at the final words of goodbye after the divorce was finalized. He sing songs with me and talked with me for hours and never judged me if I would talked about how I was still in love with Devin. He just accepted it for what it is. Now everyone thinks we are this lovely dovey power couple brought on by leak pictures and our company didn't say any different about it causing an uproar on social media.
Some were against it which were mostly his fans, and others were on board with it. We just pretend to be and we are hella good actors, but in reality he was happy with his secret girlfriend and I was alone. Thinking of the fact that I cheated and broke his heart made my head hurt. He was a good man and didn't deserve that. I tried to apologize to him in the beginning, but it was unanswered letters, door slammed in my face, gifts thrown out or shipped back, and voicemail.
They say when Leo's are done with you they really are done with you. I guess I deserved the burn because he was done with me. I sighed as I pushed Jenna's camera out of my face.
"What's wrong Terra? I thought we were just having fun," Jenna asked.
I shook my head tiredly and called over a waiter. I order myself a nice glass of whatever expensive wine they had in stock and a seafood pasta dish and bread for the table. Jenna ordered the same dish and we ate in silence. She could never know how I was feeling. She is my best friend and soulmate but sometimes she just didn't need to know everything.
Once we finished our lunch we headed to a local grocery store to buy some food for Jenna's new home when I spotted the two jackasses laughing and playing down the chip aisle and ...kissing? KISSING! how dare she!
"Jenna hand me your phone," I said with my hand stuck out.
She quickly fished her phone out and I snapped a quick photo of them. I went to my secret "stan" account and posted the picture.
Just caught our local cuties at the store today. Dubbie #Derra over?
It caught fire quickly as I watched her phone start to go berserk and people who were fans of her were rushing towards the store. Devin grabbed her hand and ran to the back of the store. That will show her just exactly how much she can't escape her fame or fans. Next time she will be careful of who she steals from. She will never be me.
Baddies I smell delusion! And Do you sympathize with Terra's feels or is her actions making her unjustified? And what will Dubbie do now with Terra in the mix? ~TB