I didn't understand the point of all of this. Terra was ranting on and on about her ex who she cheated on with and yet she wants him back. He did the appropriate things and got a divorce. Yet here we are, she is bitching and whining about how her deals and her sponsors pulled out. I told her not to take on Nubbie like that especially with the fact that she is becoming more dominant in the new company as of lately.
But did she listen to me? No, ever since she got famous she has change. She became cold and bitchy. She never smiles anymore and she always too serious. I wondered if it was that type of life getting to her or if it was the endless need to be better than everyone. I thought after the group split she would either retire or do acting like Unnie Pip, but she didn't. She claims she is "in-between" careers right now but it's really code for she is indecisive as fuck. Me on the other hand I retired from all of this music shit. Yes, I am still part of the company but I tend to do leisure work.
I love working on photography. I didn't know I would like it and honestly chucked it up as a Terra's thing until one day I picked up a camera. I took a simple picture of Terra just for fun and saw how good I was at it.
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She's encourage me to take it serious. And I did I signed up for all the classes on photography and lighting as much as I could and manage to succeed in it. It was the best part of my day actually. Snapping photos of everyone and everything. But something about snapping that picture of Nubbie and Devin shopping together gave me a rush. Something about it was reviving. Peeping into others lives through a lens brought me to life. After that I needed more photos. One by one I developed photos of everyone in different states and moment in time. I just finished developing a picture of Pip and Nubbie eating. Jenny at her photoshoot. Terra complaining at One Seoul Company. Yoonji resting because she is pregnant. Hanaseok dancing in her dance studio for an upcoming performance.
But none of them were as fulfilling as taking pictures of Devin. I don't know call it a rich woman's hobby. But every angle and every lighting he looked so well put together. It wasn't even about a crush or anything. It was like having the perfect shade of color for a canvas. A complete picture. I had so many pictures of him, from him dressing up, picking out boogers, smiling, laughing, crying, dancing, even the naughty ones.
He is a great specimen of a man and everything about him make my time worthy. I told myself I will stop after the year is up and I have slowed down. I haven't sneaked around in his house and took pictures of him without him knowing in two hours. Why? You may ask. Because right now I was developing more pictures. My camera roll gets so full up quickly with everyone's movements.
Something so personal and intimate about capturing people unguard and vulnerable was thrilling. I get to put the pieces of people's life together. Most days everyone does the same things and other times it is very different. Like how right now Terra texted me and said she is going to Devin's house to beg him back. She so stupid. I quickly gather my camera and a new roll. I also grabbed my sunglasses and my beret hat.
I parked two blocks away from her car and tailed behind her as she walked up to his house. I stayed behind a tree watching from afar without hers or his knowing. I made sure to take off the flash. The photos won't be as good but I have a few tricks to make them come out better.
"Devin! Devin!" She called as she banged on the door.
I took the photo as he answered the door. He was dressed in a burgundy robe. He rubbed his eyes as he yawn. "What do you want?" He said.
"I am sorry, can we stop this fighting? Can we please talk this out?" She asked.
"No, I am not doing this with you," he said as he went back in the house.
I clicked the photo of her and him pushing the door. Her trying to get in and him trying to keep her out. "Go home Terra!" I heard him yell.
"Why won't you just talk to me?" She screamed back.
I watched as he ripped the door open making her fall inside. He helped her up and pushed her out to the porch. Click. Click. Click.
"What do we have to talk about?" He asked with arms crossed.
"Can't we try to fix our marriage? Can we please get back together?" She asked.
"No, I knew you were going to do this, I am not getting back together with you, after all that shit you put me through and Nubbie too, my answer is no!" he said stern.
"Please Devin!" She begged as she reached for him.
He pushed her away softly. She was crying as she stood with her arms beside her. He rubbed his face in frustration. Click.
"We- I tried to fix it way before the divorce, remember Terra? I begged you to stay with me like you are doing now and you pushed me away, you cursed my name and took my career away, I am happy with Nubbie she makes me happy, and we are together," he said.
My mouth dropped at the same time Terra's did. We both were shocked at the revelation of his words. I almost forgot to take the picture.
"But why her? Why Devin? She was my best friend," she cried.
"Don't sit here and act like I betrayed you, she was my best friend before you, I loved you at some point Terra but you changed, you fucked half of my employees, your best guy friend, and your boss, so don't sit here and act innocent, I didn't betray you, I replaced you," he said before he walked back into his home and slammed the door shut.
I heard the soft click of his locks and watched as she fell to her knees crying on his doorstep. She crawled near his door and banged on it with her fist as she called his name repeatedly until it became soft hand slaps on the wood then silence. She crawled into a ball and cried. I snapped more photos before creeping off into the distant back to my car.
When I got home I received a dozen of text messages from her about the situation as if I didn't already know. I called her and sat through her endless crying and screaming about how he was officially over her and how she couldn't get him back. How Nubbie was a whore and a witch who put spells on him. And so much more that I had tuned out. I was too busy developing more photos for my collection. It felt nice. Peaceful. Calming almost. If only she'd shut the fuck up.
So Baddies what do you think of Jenna's new hobby? I think it's more than what meets the eyes. Terra causing drama. So we got most of everyone's point of views, let's see what Yoonji and Hanaseok gotta say. ~TB
