A/N: disclaimer these next few chapters are going to depict a sexual assault scene, viewer discretion advised don't read if it makes you uncomfortable and will trigger you. I will put this (*) symbol of where it will start. It doesn't take from the storyline if you don't read it. Read at your own risk. And anyone under 21+ can't read this. Also this is fiction and doesn't not depict the real character of Kim Taehyung. So please don't send hate to him and don't take any of this as truth.
Devin;
I laid on her lap for a while. The silence in the room was deafening. She was stroking my hair as tears fell down her eyes. I wasn't sure why she was crying. Was it pity? Did she pity me? I rolled on my side so I didn't have to see her face. "Why did you leave him?" I asked softly. I felt her hand stop stroking my hair, I saw her staring off somewhere at the wall like she was debating something before she spoke. "I thought I loved him, I thought that he had something that you didn't and it seem right for us when my parents saw him step through the door, I saw their eyes light in a way that they had never did when I told them we were engaged and later when we were going to be married," she said as her hand fell limp to her side.
"I knew they didn't like me, I thought times changed but I know they didn't like me because they hated my skin color, I was black and I had no business being apart of your life no matter how much I love you, I truly believe they think our marriage was a phase of yours, it didn't stop the talks about me with the elders. I didn't need to be a mind reader to pick up the energy and pointing and stares," I huffed as I pulled myself up into a seating position and wiped away tears.
"I know, I always knew but I didn't care about that, I didn't care about their words and their cries to me in private that I was breaking Korean tradition and that I needed to marry someone Korean, I cried a lot and I fought hard for you, but in the end we ended this way, I am so sorry Devin, this was my fault I need to make everything right," she cried.
Tears begin to well in my eyes. My heart felt a weight release from it. I was surprised how happy I was to hear her say that. With Sobah's help I had fixed my life and due to some connections from him I started up a business that came up with new designs and ideas to better companies and sell them to them in order to get money. It wasn't something I was into before but once I got the hang of it I was surprised how fast I caught on to it and how much money I was starting to make.
Once my house finishes being built in three months I could part ways with Sobah and he could live a life of solitude that he probably wanted the most. "We both fucked up this relationship, we were toxic to each other in the end and it didn't work, let's say our goodbyes for the last time and don't interfere with each other's lives again," I said as I faced her glossy brown eyes.
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She nodded in agreement. She grabbed my face and kiss me. I pulled away and stared at her. I couldn't believe she had done that. But the feeling I was getting wasn't like Nubbie. It wasn't love nor warmth. It was only coldness for her. I stood up from where she was criss cross on the floor and open the door. "You should leave Terra," I spoke firmly.
She didn't say anything just sat there and stared at the carpet floor. I wanted to shake her or grab her and toss her out, but the other side of me wanted to grab her and kiss her and hold her so close that I could smell her scent again. I wanted to embrace all of her and I felt disgusted by myself for feeling this way. I needed an out and fast before I did something completely wrong and it blow up in my face again. "Devin," she spoke softly.
My grip on the door knob tighten as I felt her call captivate me. She never called me by my name before. It was always shorten. "Babe," "Dev," "honey," "my beloved," "my Angel," never my name. I turn away from her and begin to pray. I can't do this to Nubbie. I have a good thing going. I want her, no I need her. "God make her leave," I prayed to myself as she stood up and walked near me.
"Devin look at me," she whisper in my ear.
I shook my head with my eyes shut like a young child trying to shut out the chaos in the world. She knew that was my weakness. When she would whisper naughty things in my ears my stomach turn into jelly and my body turned on easily. She knew how to play with all my senses and she knew how sensitive I was.
I felt her hands snake under my shirt and over my nipples. She rubbed them and pinched them hard as she sucked and kissed on my neck. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK THIS IS BAD! I tried to hold in my moans. Her hands trailed down my body until she got to the one thing she wanted the most.
"Don't," I said as I grabbed both her hands and pushed her away.
"Dev-," she called.
"DON'T! YOU DON'T HAVE MY PERMISSION!" I screamed.
"Then give it to me," she said as she got down on her knees and crawled to me like a lioness trying to get prey.
"No, I don't want to, I want you to leave," I said.
"Please Devin, just one time, I won't even tell Nubbie, she doesn't need to know, think of this as a parting gift, I promise you won't see me again after," she said as she kneeled in front of me.
I slammed the door shut and ran to the bed. I huddle myself in a ball like a scared child. I don't want to do this at all. It would go against my better judgement and after all she had done to me and destroyed me I couldn't. I heard shuffling and then quietness. I peaked from under my arms and she stood in front of me with just her heels on. "Put your clothes back on," I said.
"And if I don't?" She asked seductively.
"I will scream," I said.
"Devin I am not even touching you, and plus who is going to believe you when I'm the one who is naked?" She asked.
"Just leave!" I shouted.
"No," she said as she climb in the bed beside me.
"Should I play with myself? Would that turn you on like it use to Devin? Watching me moan for you while pleasing myself?" She rubbed her hands up and down her body grabbing and playing with her breast as her breathing became shallow.
"Stop it," I said as I got off the bed.
"Mmh, Devin!" She moaned loudly as she rubbed her clit.
"Stop it! Stop it!" I said as I pushed her hand away from herself. She took the opportunity to grab me and kiss me as she wrapped her legs tightly around me. "Gwet owff of me," I said between her kisses.
She flipped me over so she was on top and straddling me. She held my arms down. "Let me go,"I said as I struggled under her. I couldn't believe this 5'10 woman was holding me down so easily. I knew I was shorter than her in height but I hit the gym five times a week I should be stronger than her.
"Are you going to give me what I want?" She whispered in my ear before licking it.
"Terra stop," I begged.
OKAY Baddies breathe because if this didn't piss you off the next part will. And if you didn't understand this part of the last she is emotionally manipulating him. And the reason he fixed her hair in the last part you will find out in the next chapter. These chapters is to bring awareness to things that can happen to some when corrupted and evil people have power.~TB
