𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐅𝐔𝐍𝐃 𝐁𝐀𝐁𝐘 - high&low the worst: x cross

NINETEEN

—[ t r u s t f u n d b a b y ]—
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{ woah, it feels good putting on
your dirty clothes.
you're something different, rockin',
rollin', swagin', swagger, wrong! }
free falling; 01

c h a p t e r n i n e t e e n
「 t h e o t h e r w o m a n 」
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There were many things Gigi was and one of those things was a bad person. But then again aren't all kids at Oya and at Hope Hill bad people? Oya High kids think they're all righteous for not using weapons and things like that or not fighting people who wouldn't put up a good fight but they're wrong. Oya High kids still hurt people even if the infliction is mutual. But there was one thing they all knew— you couldn't get through life without hurting others, it was impossible. Those people that acted all sweet toward everyone were the worst because you knew deep down they were horrible people. Gigi wasn't a horrible person but she was a bad person. Maybe that's why now she realized she had been emotionally cheating on Kōhei with Reiji this whole time and felt bad. She wouldn't admit out loud what she had done though— Gigi was a bad person and didn't admit her mistakes— similarly to all the kids at Oya.

Murayama never admitted out loud that he had gone to far when fighting Todoroki that one time after banning full-timers from SWORD fights, Dan never admitted he was using Tettsu as an excuse to leave Sannoh Rengokai, Rocky never admitted he was wrong for kicking people out of White Rascals and Hyūga never admitted he was wrong to be targeting SWORD.

SWORD was full of bad people and Gigi Miyama was just a product of her environment.

Right now she was getting ready to go to Kōhei's place. It was just the street in front of her stepfather's, a mansion a little smaller than the one she currently lived in. Gigi didn't exactly want to go but their 1 year anniversary was in a week and she really didn't want to have another argument with him. So for now, she'd endure with whatever party thing he told her to come to. Kōhei said all the kids were going to be there. Kids meaning the annoying nepotism babies that refuse to include Gigi in anything they do and hated her since the day her mother married her stepfather. Gigi didn't really care that they didn't like her but she found them so annoying. She didn't need them as friends or anything in her life. They were all like thorns in her side.

Nonetheless, to make her boyfriend happy she would go. Gigi dressed in a short black dress with pearl embellishments on it and her makeup with eyeliner and glitter and some blush. The fleur-de-lis necklace felt like yet another accessory while the thin chain bracelet felt like something more important. Gigi wouldn't deny anymore that she felt guilty about it but she couldn't get herself to take the bracelet off either. "ah~" she whined laying her head on her dresser "I'm going crazy"

Gigi was a bad person but she did feel guilty. "eh~ whatever" she said and sat back upright, brushing her hair back with a smile on her face

Gigi was a bad person and she did feel guilty but not so guilty to the point it'd eat her up inside. Did that make her kind of a sociopath? Honestly, she wasn't sure but at the same time, Gigi didn't care. She was having the time of her life so why stress on something as little as emotions like guilt?

Monster.

That's what Gigi's mother called her. A monster.

Of course, she didn't understand why. Gigi still doesn't understand why. All she knew was that her mother did not care for her like a mother was supposed to. Gigi used to care about that fact— that her mother didn't care about her or give her the time of day. Eventually, she stopped wondering why. Deep down she still did think about why the woman that gave birth to her didn't care but Gigi would never admit that out loud.