The next morning i wake up feeling miserable. I stand up and decide to call Sara. I'm relieved as she picks up the phone. I explain everything. Its silent. 'And what are you gonna do now?' she asks. 'I don't know' i say with a little voice.
I say goodbye and hang up. The rest of that day i didn't go outside. I felt awful. I look out of the window seeing a happy couple a girl and a boy. I look away and sigh. I have called Peter. But i didn't got a respond that whole week. No tekst, no E-mail and no note just nothing. I understand it.... How could somebody like him even love a emotionless, awful and boring girl like me?!
He just......doesn't deserve me.....IM not worth a respond. The more i thought about him....the more i got lonely. I hoped every day he would be standing on my door step.....that never happend.
Peters pov: I was so angry that week. Angry at Melanie. But the most at myself..... Why did i trust her? Why? And why did i push her that hard? And why did i just walked away after that? WHY becomes my new habit..... For days i sat inside..... The angry thing disappears. But the sadness takes his place for it.......I understand when she is mad at me but i hope she understands im to......
