Cold Heart

Part 42.

My mom didn't let me to take my car because she was going to take it to go to the supermarket with Mark, but when I told her about what happened to Skylar's mom, the three of us run to the hospital.
Lily wasn't with us because she went somewhere with one friend.

- How's Skylar's mom called, Ruby? - Mark asked while driving.

- Isabella, Isabella Lawson - I said.

I was shaking. Shaking of what could have happened to her.
If she passes away, Skylar is completely alone in his family.
Completely.

I bite my nails while we were going, and when we arrived my mom asked for the room where Isabella Lawson was, and when the nurse told us we run there.

We had to take the elevator because Isabella was on the fourth floor of the hospital, so we got into it, and I could see how Mark and my mother looked at me worriedly.
My concern was with Skylar's situation right now. And the worst cases were coming to my head...

The doors opened, and seeing Skylar in the hallway, I ran to him.
- Skylar! -

Skykar turned his head and he hugged me tight.

- Thank you for coming so quickly -

- And your mom? What happened to her? - I asked worried.

- She was taking something from the cupboard upstairs and she slipped off the chair, and I was there and when she fell she hit her head on the ground and I got so so worried for her that I run to the hospital-

When he said that, I turned pale.

- But she's okay? Something worried happened to your mother, Skylar?- my mom asked looking at Skylar.

- By good luck, yes - Skylar nodded making me sigh in relief - She's in the room with my sister right now -

- Bianca is here? - I said looking at my boyfriend. Skylar nodded looking at me serious.

- No...-

- Hey, nothing is going to happen Ruby - Skylar said taking my head and looking at me - Not with me here with you -

I looked at him but even he was saying that so firm I wasn't comfortable.
I don't if Skylar has told her that we are together, I hope that no, but if she rounds out that her brother and I are together, what she did to Emery, she is going to do it on me too.

- Can we go and see her? - Mark asked.

- Wait - I said looking at them - Don't tell her that I'm dating Skylar, please -

- Ruby...- Skylar said.

- Please -

Mark and my mom looked at us confused and with a lot of questions, and even my mom was going to ask she just nodded with her head and she walked into Isabella's room.

- Why you have said that? - Skylar said - I told you that there's anything to worry about -

- Your sister is right there Skylar. She is right there and I don't want her to make me go through the same thing that Emery went through when she was with you -

- Ruby what you have done? - Skylar asked looking at me serious.

- I asked her what happened -

- You did that without my consent? -

- No... I just ask her. I can't do that,now? -

- And why you went to her when you have me, Ruby? You could have asked me! -

- No, because you will going to say: Nothing, just don't trust her -

- Now you know my words too? You know everything now? -
He was mad with me.

- I'm asking you Ruby - he said.

- You didn't went through what Emery went when she was with you -

- That's true. She was the one who made me try to commit suicide, she was the one who only wants to fucking take all my shit against me, she was the one who made me not feel heard or even seen, she made me go through a real ordeal. She! And now you've been telling me, Ruby Rose, that Emery had the worst time...
What happened to my ex-girlfriend was one thing, she had a bad time and didn't say anything to me so I wouldn't worry. And it's another thing to have been born and lived with my sister for eighteen years and that my life is a real shit because of her! -

Seeing how angry Skylar was made me feel small next to her. He was looking at me angrily and he was also pointing at me in an accusatory way.

- And you know what pisses me off the most? What pisses me off the most is that you don't trust me...-

- I trust you Skylar - I said while some tears were starting to fall down my cheeks.

- No - he said shaking his head - Trusting someone is not asking his ex about what really happened in that relationship... No. That's not even trusting your boyfriend to ask him about it. It's so fucking easy to say, dammit! "Skylar, what happened between you and Emery?" Too fucking easy! But no, no, you decided on your own, on your fucking own to ask her and not me...-

- She is bad Skylar and I don't want her to hurt me...- I cried.

- And why you don't trust me?!... I just told you that with me anything was going to happen to you with me -

- And when I'm not with you? What is going to happen? -

- We are 24/7 together, Ruby! Nothing is going to happen to you -

Nurses and patients were passing around us and they were hearing our conversation that wasn't calm at all.

- Of course is going to happen Skylar! -

- You don't trust me Ruby...- Skylar said shaking his head slowly.

- I trust you, but not your sister -

- If you would trust me you wouldn't have asked Emery about what happened when I was with her, and you would be trusting me right now when I'm telling you that with me she isn't going to even touch you...- he said looking at me with a hurt face - So now... If you let me, I'm going to take some air -

And with that Skylar walked out of me and he got into the elevator making me to start crying a lot.

The last thing that I was going to do right now was staying there, and also if Bianca was there.
- Mom, I'm walking home. See you there - I wrote to my mom.

I walked out of the hospital and while I was walking home I couldn't stop crying.
Skylar was mad with me, but I didn't did that because I don't trust him.
I'm just scared, why he doesn't understand that?

I entered home and I got in bed while tears were falling down my eyes, making minutes later to fall asleep.