~Alpha Blind My Emotions (BoyxBoy) *Needs Major Work*

Chapter 20-Perfectly Gone

Long time, no upload. :( Sorry for keeping all of you waiting. So go ahead and read on! :D

　

　

　

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Cold. Numb. Weightless. "Kid, you sure have aged", a haunting voice boomed from behind me. I quickly whirled myself around to face the man that had destroyed any chances of me having a normal future. "You cannot have Merlin", I growled in annoyance. So damn annoyed that he had found his way inside of my dreams again; I thought that time had healed me but it looks like those years were just a waste.

　

　

A sinister laughter left him as he took one step closer towards the light; my fingers twitched because they wanted to ball up into fists so I could show him how to not come back again. Or for the rest of his idiotic life. "Damn, can't you give me a break? I mean you'd think that you would be curtious enough to let me live a normal life ever since we met on my fourteenth birthday".

　

　

"I thought you were twelve or younger?", I clenched my teeth at the happiness inside of his voice.

　

　

Where are we? That thought had chosen to bounce around inside of mine. Yeah, where am I now?

　

"Kemi, does it really matter where I had take you to?" I felt my body stiffen at the click of his gun, he strolled out of the shadows just enough so I can see his expensive black shoes, but saldy he wanted to keep his face unexposed.

　

"Show your damn face!", I hissed in outrage. I knew that I was done for, and I also knew that Taszer was no longer with me. Taszer. My heart started to accelerate at the images flashing through my mind and the many ways that they could have, or did end his life. Yes, he is a werewolf, but he isn't bulletproof.

　

"You want to see my face, huh kid?" Again his laughter had burned inside of my ears making me wince at the evil tone inside of it. My breath got caught inside of my throat and before I could register what was happening my legs gave out on me. I starred at the barrel of his smoking silver pistol as my arms automatically went to carress the wound inside of my stomach.

　

"Thi-". I was cut off by the warm liquid rising out of my throat and spewing itself onto the light gray dirt and it was an ugly red painting. "You know Kemie, this is your future", his words struck a chord inside of me.

　

　

　

Can this be possible? Wasn't I jus-A strangled sound had escaped my throat as my eyes shot open in shock. "Crash!" Objects went flying by me and a weird blur; I wanted the bright light to go away and never come near me again. Everything feels so cold, icy pricks attacked my feet as I raced towards the bright light. Wanting all of it to just end. I want to leave this all behind.

　

　

I need to go some place quiet and unknown. But where could that be?

　

　

Nowhere.

A voice inside of my head had whispered to me as a reminder. No. No, no, no, no. Suddenly the ice stopped invading me and the bright light started to waver as these weird objects made an appearance in front of my vision. "No!!!", I cried in agony.

　

　

Those objects came closer to me; those figures; those people didn't want to listen to me. They just kept on coming and coming. "Fucking leave my Merlin alone you bastards!!!", I felt like I wasn't in touch with reality anymore. What is reality.

　

　

"Back the fuck off you stupidass'!!", Cona screamed in outrage. One of Merlin's ex boss' minions had got knocked out by Cona's furious left fist, he immedietly crashed into the wall. What? Cona...she's here? But wasn't she just a little gi-"No, no, no, no", I whimpered like a sacred chant.

　

　

"Sweet heart listen to me", my eyes meet the most amazing dark green ones. That look so soulful, so here, so alive. "Cona", I whispered like a daze child. Her bubbly laughter knocked me out of my tranze and I frowned at the huge purplish-blue painting etched on her beautiful face.

　

　

"No, Cona. I told you to stay away", my voice came out hoarse. A huge lump began to form inside of my throat at her taking my hits, my consequences. For what? For being stupid.

　

Something warm and lovely and light as a feather brushed against my lips making my eyes struggle to flutter open or closed. She giggled at my attempt to savor the feeling with my vision caught off so I can be stuck in the bliss forever, or should I allow myself to see how peaceful those orbs can be when they are shut closed. "Why must you always do that you sweet loser?"

　

　

The corner of my lips tipped upwards into a pleased smile as I answered her truthfully "Wouldn't you react the same if you were touched by an angel?", her small hands knotted themselves into my hair. Her forehead is now pressed against mine, her sweet breath carressed my lips and face as if it was my oxygen. It was. Or still is?

　

"Thump!", a sharp sting assualted the left side of my chest. I scrunched my eybrows together in confusion before I let my sight come back into focus. Now I truelly regret it. Those orbs filled with the self-loosing hazel brown remained on me in a cold kind of way, but the frown wasn't planted on his kissable lips. No but that sad happy smile was.

　

Is he giving up on me? Or did I chose to act like we were nothing?

　

　

"Come on love struck puppy", my attention immediately went back to her. "We need to get you back in your room and I will be forced into mine", she leaned down and placed a soft kiss on my left cheek.

　

"Sweet dream my sweet looser". Wha-Again darkness consumed me but it wasn't an unpleasant feeling.

　

　

　

　

　

　

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Another short chapter? Yes. I am so, so sorry for that.

Anyways, what did you think? Can Taszer have competition with Cona? O.O

Or is it all just Kemie's confused mind. Hoped you liked the chapter! :)