𝘿𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚 Ӝ ᴡᴇɴᴄʟᴀɪʀ ᴏɴᴇsʜᴏᴛs

𝘎𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 ⊹ 𝚇𝚇𝙸

(A/N: PLEASE. PLEASE. READ THE TRIGGERS I PUT ON THESE CHAPTERS. The triggers are there for your safety as I don't want to trigger anyone with these chapters. So please, read and listen to me when I say. DO NOT. READ. THE CHAPTERS. IF. TRIGGERS MENTIONED. ARE TRIGGERING. I am trying to look out for everyone and make sure I'm not triggering anyone. Aside from that, not feeling the best(mentally & physically) so here's an angst chapter🤷🏼‍♂️ found that lots of people relate to these chapters so if you ever need to talk you can always shoot me a message. I'm always here. Love you guys.
TW:
SH
GORE(Kinda detailed)
ED (Eating disorder)
THROWING UP
Do NOT read this chapter if any of these things are triggering, please.)

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Enid sat silently on her bed, headphones on, listening to music. She was refusing to text people, refusing to answer texts, calls, ft, any and all interruptions. The colorful girl was not happy, not sad, not angry, just numb. She wasn't sure how she felt, she wasn't sure why she felt like, this. Everything in the girl wished she hadn't gone to class today, or yesterday, or anytime that week. The regret of walking out of her shared dorm with her partner was overflowing, knowing she had to do it again tomorrow was just adding to the overflowing regret. 'Love me more' By mitski was currently playing through the wolfs headphones as she rubbed her eyes. 'What time is it?' The girl thought to herself. Enid grabbed her phone and opened it, texts from Yoko, Bianca, Divina, Xavier, and even Wednesday flooded her phone the second the screen brightened. Enid blinked away the increasing sting in her eyes from looking at the bright screen as she looked at the time. 9:01PM. Suddenly another message popped up, catching the girls attention. It was from Wednesday. The text read, "I'll be back soon, why haven't you been answering me Cara Mia?" Enid blinked a few times as she pressed on the reply button fully unlocking and opening her phone. The girl considered just not answering again but, it had already told Wednesday she had read it.

Enid typed out many different things but continuously just ended up deleting every last one. Soon she settled with something, "Sorry, Wen. Love you, see you soon" she felt bad realizing how dry she was being, normally she was so much more energetic. Maybe Wednesday would appreciate the sudden lower of excitement? That suspicious quickly went away once the Raven girl texted back, "What's wrong. You don't ever text like I would. I'll be back sooner, hold tight my love." Enid just stared at the text this time before turning off her phone and rolling to her side. No matter how much Enid wanted to appreciate the text, the "kindness" she couldn't. She couldn't do anything, she couldn't feel anything. 'What's wrong with me.' Enid shrugged it off and just patiently waited for what felt like forever until her lover got back.

About 10 minutes had passed, Enid was now at her desk drawing still listening to music. She wasn't drawing her normal, happy pictures, stick men on logs, ect. She was drawing gruesome, bloody, and disturbing things. Things that were going through her head. A few more minutes had gone bye until the girl had heard the door open, some footsteps and shuffling until the door closed. Enid quickly shut her notepad, took out her headphones and turned in her chair to look at the short, Gothic girl at the door some food and bags in her hands. Enid's heart dropped staring at the food in the other ones hand. "A little help, cucciola?" The shorter girl asked. "Sorry" the bright girl muttered before making her way to help the ghotic girl with the bags. "Where do you want them" Enid asked. "Just by my bed, love" Wednesday replied setting the food down on her desk. Enid nodded before placing the 3-4 bags down by Wednesday's bed. "What's in them?" She asked softly. "Just some stuff from town. Some things for you and thing too." She said plainly. "I got you food, your favorite." Wednesday added. Enid felt like she was gonna cry at those words as she stood up slowly. "I-.. Thank you." She said quietly, taking the food from her lover.