𝘿𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚 Ӝ ᴡᴇɴᴄʟᴀɪʀ ᴏɴᴇsʜᴏᴛs

𝘈𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 ⊹ 𝙸𝙸𝙸

(A/N this chapter is heavy on angst. Translations to anything said in another language will be translated at the end. '<>' is time skip, '~' is dreaming or a flashback it will also be in italics
TW:
Underage drinking
Do not read if this is triggering please.)

Wednesday's POV:

Me and Enid got in another fight, just like one we had last semester. This time it wasn't because I almost got us killed, this time it was because she felt neglected. I feel like such a terrible person. I don't want to be alone again. I don't want to be alone without Enid. I sat on her empty side of the dorm, there was still slight color because of the window but I couldn't care less right now. I sat there day after day waiting for her to come back. Knees to my chest, head in my knees sobbing over this girl. I couldn't stop myself, other then my pet scorpion she's the only reason I'll ever cry. I'll only ever cry over her and now I couldn't stop.

I sobbed, and sobbed until my eyes we're red and puffy and I couldn't cry anymore. I missed this girl more than anything, I love her so much but I never showed it enough. I made her feel neglected with the fact I'm always writing, out of the dorm, or sleeping. I never realized how much I was hurting her until it was to late, and now I can't take any of it back. 'Why must I be so stupid. Why must I do this to everyone, everything. I couldn't make her happy, I was to focused on my book, on going out that I didn't pay enough attention to the girl I love.' I want this pain to go away, even if I caused it. Even if it was my fault. I want it to go away.

I got up off of Enid's bed and walked over to my closet, my vision was already blury from crying and I had a pounding headache. 'Where is it??' I searched everywhere in my closet. I heard the clink of a bottle and sighed. "Finally." I said aloud to myself. I grabbed the bottle of alcohol and went to my bed. I sat there drinking as I could feel myself losing the ability to think for myself. Suddenly thing scampered onto the railing of my bed. "What." I stared at him blankly, bottle in hand. He pointed to the bottle in my hand signing something. I couldn't understand any of what he was trying to say, I could feel my conscious slipping away slowly.

Thing jumped down onto my bed and scampered up the sheets to me. I groaned, "go awayyy" I whined pulling the bottle close to me. Thing took hold of the bottle and tugged on it. "Thing, stopp!" I said rather loud tugging it closer to me. We pulled on it back and forth but because I was drunk and losing conscious he won. I closed my eyes, I felt to weak to move as I felt him scamper off the bed with the bottle. I fully lost conscious.

~

I stared at the cotton candy haired girl in front of me silently, I didn't know what to say. "God dammit Wednesday, are you even listening to me?!" She yelled as she packed her bags. I just stayed there, I felt frozen I didn't know what to do. "You don't pay attention to me, your always typing on that stupid type writer, or your out somewhere other then our dorm! I never know where you are! I never know if I can approach you! God Wednesday your so fucking difficult!" She just kept yelling, I felt a pain in my throat like a lump just sitting there that I couldn't swallow as I tried to contain myself. "Are you gonna give me any other emotion other then just staring at me blankly Wednesday?! That's like the only thing you do! I feel like I'm being neglected because you can never focus on anything nor anyone but yourself! I don't understand how I fell in love with you." She finished packing and stood in front of me. 'She doesn't understand why she, fell in love with me?' Now I couldn't stop the tears in my eyes. My breathing hitched and I found it hard to breathe. Like I was gasping for air. "Enid, i-" I tried to say something but I was cut off. "No, you know what Wednesday?! Just forget it! Maybe Yoko was right. Maybe you are just a gloomy, and selfish person, maybe it was wrong of me to fall in love with someone like you. But guess what? You wanna be alone, fucking be alone." She said as she shoved past me. I tried getting words out but I couldn't. I couldn't find my words. Was I really that bad of a person? 'Wrong of her to fall in love with me?' I felt the tears stream down my face. I was alone, again. The girl I love probably hated me now and its all my fault. Every last bit, my fault.