SMALL DOSES || JIKOOK✅

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JIMIN POV

I felt as though I was experiencing the best, most
vivid dream.

And I never wanted to wake up, because just like that, my world had turned from being bland
and monochromatic to one filled
with every color of the rainbow.

I'd been wide awake the entire night, watching Jungkook sleep like the dead, his soft snores music to my ears, the moans
and murmurs that escaped
him a balm to my soul.

Each passing moment was spent memorizing every plane of his face as the moonlight touched it just so, thinking about what to say to him to set things right between us and imagining what
a life with him would be like.

Or rather, what it would be like without him.

The moment those dark thoughts began to take over, I knew living without him wasn't living at all.

Everyone had been right.

I'd been wrapped up in a world
of hurt and pain for so long that it took Jungkook threatening
to leave to recognize it.

I loved him.

It was that simple.

And while he'd confessed that he loved me too, my new discovery, albeit freeing, was also some thing to which I was still adjusting.

I needed to earn his trust and forgiveness first, then tell him how I felt.

To do that, I had to let him in.

Try to explain how I ended up lacking a full and meaningful life.

When I told Jungkook about the day my father let me know he was done with me, it wasn't because I wanted his sympathy.

Even though his comfort was something that wrapped itself around me like a warm blanket.

I didn't want his pity, either.

All I wanted was for him to know everything about me and for the first time ever, that included things I hadn't shared with another living soul before.

"I'm all for getting clean." He said, bringing me back to the present as he stroked my
back with gentle hands.

But when he added with a growl.

"As long as we can get dirty again before you leave for work."

his voice was filled with sexual suggestion and promise.

My heart sank at the thought
of leaving him at all but then
I realized it didn't have to be
that way.

"On one condition."

"If you come with me." My lips spread into a wide grin.

"You got it." He nodded.

"Now that that's settled, let's get down to business, shall we?"

"And what business would
that be?" I asked with a feigned look of innocence.

"You stripping for me while I
take a relaxing bath."

"That way, we're even." he replied, matter-of-factly.

"I guess I do owe you that
much but I'm afraid my moves may not be as entertaining
as yours."

I warned with a half-smile, cock twitching against the zipper of my jeans at the prospect of having him again.

"Oh, I wouldn't worry about
that."

"Any scenario with you getting naked is guaranteed to be entertaining."

After I threw my leg off his lap, he took my hand and dragged me out of the bedroom and
down the hall.