Jenna Ortega x reader

Hate me

Y/n pov
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Didnt sleep that night i went inside and continued cooking later ate walked around the house lied down on the couch, watched tv.

I had been dying to see Jenna and now she is just sitting on the other room and im waiting here.

What am i waiting for?

I need to feel she cares. She has been acting selfishly lately, in my eyes at least.

I dont care who she cares for i just want to know she is caring. My heart cant love someone selfish and manipulative.

Not again, never again.

"Hey..." I heard a unsure call from behind me.

I turned around glancing at the clock, 5am, looking at a tiered jenna with red eyes.

She cried as well. I smiled my heart lightening at the sight.

"Come sit with me"

"Are you sure?"She was too hesitant.

"Ive never been sure of anything more in my life"

She shut down next to me her eyes fixated on her hands that were laying on her lap.

I looked into her glimmering eyes.

"Im sorry, for everything. I feel like ive been saying this too much to you latelly. I truly care about you but i can act a little childish occasionally. When my mind is all over the place even small things seem exhausting and terrifying to me. That usually is how i act when i work. Im sorry for ghosting you all this time even thought i promised not to, especially since you were taking care of my dad. Im sorry for coming uninvited i know how it could have looked even if i had no such intentions i just really wanted to see you cause ive missed you a lot. Youre allowed to hate me for it."

My stare filled with adoration for the woman. I could tell her apology was genuine.

I reached my hand resting it on top of hers her head turning to me our eyes locking in place.

"I could never hate you"

I said leaning in hesitating for a split second, placing a soft kiss on her lips my other hand cupping her cheek.

I pulled away and her eyes were star struck.

I dont think ill ever forget the way she looked at me that night. All the stars i didnt see that night because i was crying in the balcony i got to see them in her eyes.

We just sat there for a few seconds taking in each others characteristics paying no mind to anything.

"Lets go sleep, you have to be at least a bit rested before tommorows reunion with your family"

She just held onto my hand and let me lead her to the bedroom.

No words needed to be said.

We just lied in bed cuddling in a comfortable silence till we drifted to sleep.

And in that moment i knew.

Im all in

Thats terrifying

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