Dear Newt,
Nothing happened.
Well, I was sitting on my bed, crying, as per freaking usual, when I felt something. I got a shiver down my spine.
Was that you?
Are you watching me?
Are you getting these letters?
Does that mean I'll see you again?
It sounds cliché, but give me a sign, something, anything.
Unless it's not you and your not getting these letters and I'm going insane without you.
I know this letter is short but...it's all I can say.
Yours, forever yours,
Thomas XXX
Thomas folded the letter in half and walked to the living room, kneeling in front of the fire. He kissed the envelope and put it gently into the flames, watching wither and darken. Quite like his heart. But it'd already burned, months ago.
Knock knock knock-knock knock
Newt rolled over in bed and groaned. "Elsa?" (A/N I'm so sorry not;)
"Do you wanna build a snowman?" A girl's voice replied from the other side of the door.
Newt sighed and opened the door.
The blonde girl with white feathered wings stood in front of him, holding an envelope.
On the front was his name in fancy writing. Newt smiled.
"Thanks Elsa." He took it off her.
"No bother, see ya 'round Newt." Elsa smiled and walked off.
Newt closed the door and sat down on his bed, opening the envelope.
Dear Newt,
Nothing happened.
Well, I was sitting on my bed, crying, as per freaking usual, when I felt something. I got a shiver down my spine.
Was that you?
Newt froze. He remembered that. It was only two days ago. Could Thomas feel him? Newt made a decision and leaped out of bed and slammed the door close behind him. He saw who he was looking for.
"Mrs. Jones!" Newt ran up to the old lady, panting. "Have you see Maya anywhere?"
"She just flew up to Homestead, about five minutes ago." The old lady said.
"Thank you!" Newt shouted over his shoulder as he spread his wings and took off into the never ending sky.
He spotted Maya immediately. "Maya!"
She turned around as he tumbled onto the ground. "You still haven't learned to fly properly?"
He stood up. "No I haven't. Listen, I need to go back."
Maya frowned. "Again? You were there literally an hour ago."
Newt shook his head. "Two hours but that's besides the point!"
"Newt," Maya sighed, "don't you think you're...overdoing it?"
"Maya, no offence, you've been dead longer than me." Newt said truthfully. Maya pursed her lips. "But was there ever someone you loved so much, you saw them everyday? No matter what? Surely you have."
She didn't say anything.
"I know that's a yes. I love Thomas more than literally anything. And I have to go see him, I need your permission first, I always do."
Maya nodded. "Go then."
Newt grinned. "Thanks Maya."
Time skip
"Newt..." Thomas whispered. He was crying again, on his bed, again, hugging Newt's pillow, again.
Newt flew in through the open balcony window and landed on the bed. Thomas didn't look up.
"I'm right here Tommy." Newt said sadly, stroking the dark hair, concentrating on making himself visible.
Nothing.
"Tommy," Newt scooted closer to his lover and wrapped his arms around him. He could feel Thomas perfectly and Newt would've died all over again just so Thomas could feel him as well. "Tommy." Newt whispered, tears falling down his face. It never got any easier. He began to sob and he buried his face in Thomas's neck.
He was bawling now, sobs hacking his chest, his breath rapid and uneven.
Then he heard soft humming. It was Dancing in the Dark by imagine Dragons.
Newt wiped his eyes. He loved that song. Thomas was looking right at the floor.
"It's your favourite song." He said softly. Newt stared. Did Thomas know he was there?
"You love Imagine Dragons. Thunder was your ringtone." Thomas laughed. "I hated it. Remember we got into a fight over it? Then you changed it to Yesterday, just for me. You should have kept it the way you wanted it." Thomas looked up, now staring at the wall. "I miss you Newt. But I'm not gonna cry myself to sleep every night now. Know why?"
"Why?" Newt asked. But Thomas still couldn't hear him.
"Because I know you're here." Thomas's breath hitched in his throat and he look at where Newt sat next to him. "I can't see you, I can't hear you, but I know you're here. There's a very, very faint golden outline, sitting right next to me."
Newt made a weird, soft whining noise.
Thomas reached out with his hand and cupped Newt's cheek.
"Tommy..." Newt whispered. He touched the hand that held his cheek.
"My hand feels warm, which is odd considering this room is freezing." Thomas grinned through tears. "I see you sunshine." (A/N I'm making myself cry ffs)
Newt smiled, also through tears, and threw his arms around Thomas.
The impact threw Thomas backwards onto the bed. Thomas gasped and Newt let go, watching his lover look right into his eyes.
"You have wings..." Thomas's eyes widened.
"Can you see me?" Newt whispered, hardly daring to believe it. Thomas nodded.
"Thomas!" Newt squealed and threw his arms around him. Thomas laughed and held the blonde.
"Oh my God, Newt!" Thomas planted kisses all over his face and hugged him again. "Newt! I can't believe you're-"
Newt cut him off and kissed him, Thomas kissed him back without hesitation.
"Oh my God." Thomas laughed again. "I love you so much Newt."
"I love you too Tommy." Newt said, crying.
Thomas wiped the tears. "It's okay sunshine, I'm here. I love you. I'm here. I love you."
Thomas pulled Newt onto the bed with him, Newt tucked his wings in not to damage them.
They held each other, whispering sweet nothings, exchanging soft kisses, for the whole night, never letting go.
"I can't believe this is happening." Newt said quietly. "If I'm dreaming don't wake me up."
Thomas smiled, took his hand and pinched it gently. Newt winced slightly. "Not dreaming then."
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