Today we are playing in Illinois and it is very cold here. I woke up on Koe's bus in his bed but no Koe.
I get out of bed and get dressed in this outfit without the gloves.
I decided to put a little makeup on after getting dressed. My curls fell out from the toboggan
While putting on a little make I got to thinking.... Is what Koe and I doing wrong?
I feel bad but should I? I mean yes I am married but my husband has passed and I love him with all my heart I will always love him but I'm 23 should I live my life alone or should I be with someone?
Stop Lily. Stop thinking like this. Y'all are just friends. He is just taking care of you
"Lily? You okay in there?" Presleigh asked
"Yeah I'm fine. I'm coming just a second" I said before putting my makeup away and walking out the bedroom door
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Presleigh said Koe was rehearsing and zachs band was too so we went in the building and found the guys
Koe looked so cute and comfy in his outfit. Just joggers and a long sleeve.
Wait stop Lily! Stop it. Stop it.
"Hey ladies" Dre said as we walked up "Hey Dre" I replied "Sup lil" Koe said I softly smiled at him in return
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"Alright let's rehearse the new songs" Koe said grabbing a piece of paper off the table.
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Tonight is the last show of the tour. Honestly yes I'm very upset. I have had so much fun with everyone and getting to experience this. But I'm to get back to the real world. Work and bills.
"Hey Lily.. we are going to go eat at Texas Roadhouse Steakhouse. Would you like to go?" Zach asked
"Yeah sure. Let me change and I'll be ready" I told Him
