Diedre thinks he never has experienced this kind of sadness ever. The bone-deep, aching one makes him want to stay at home, under the covers and not go outside.
But in his last life, he never really experienced death.
Though he had saved Bianca from her premature death, the house was now empty when he was forced to send them to the underworld.
Maybe that is why he was experiencing it. So that he could pay for the sins that he had committed.
Maybe his last words to Nico and Bianca that he wasn't the form who could comfort them were the worse of his memories.
Diedre didn't know anymore. His life was now just a dark swirl of memories that were ever omnipresent throughout his two lifetimes.
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Reincarnation in the PJO verse: Volume 1
FanfictionDiedre promises that he didn't mean to die so early in his own universe, he promises. But he did and by far, he got reincarnated in the worst possible, most dangerous books he had ever read and it was stupid, really.